Being apart of o2l

Chapter one

So here I am laying here in my bed at the orphanage, I really do wanna go to sleep because honestly I am really tired after my long day at school ,but I know I can't sleep because if I do the flashbacks will come back to haunt to me like they do every night.But at this point I don't care and I just let sleep take over me.

~dream~

"Hey mom I'm gonna go take a quick shower okay?" Yes that's fine I'll be here when you get back my mom said so I walked into my room picked out some shorts and a jacket and walked into my bathroom to shower but just as I got undressed I heard my mom calling me so I wrapped a towel around my body and walked out into the hall to see what she needed and she just said get the door and I'm thinking ' who could possibly be at the door at 9:00 at night and I better get dressed before I answer it' so I say "one Moment mom" and walk back into the bathroom and get dressed. once I'm fully clothed I go out and get the door and nobody's there so I walk into my moms room and say "no ones there" and the next think I see will haunt me forever she falls off of her bed with blood coming out of her mouth. I scream as loud as I could and get the phone with my hands trembling I don't know what to do so I just run next door and knock hopefully they will answer thankfully they had answered and I say "my mom fell down there's blood comings out of her mouth" they call 911 and rush over to my house to help and at this point I'm full on balling my eyes out in my room cuddling my dog,while they hook her up onto the starcher they tell me I can go meet them at the hospital so I go to the hospital with my friend who lives a couple house down and when we get there it's already 11:00 by the time they give us any feed back and the only thing they could tell us was that she had only a few hours left to live and at that point I just fall to my knees and cry and run to room 210,to see her while I can and when I get there I see my mom hooked up to tubes she opens her eyes and say "I love you Alyssa" and then here heart Monitor stops.

~End of dream~

I jolt awake and start to quietly cry I know what you guys are probably thinking why is she getting so worked up about this?well it's because that's not just a dream that really happened it was the worst day of my life.

Oh wait I'm sorry I forgot to introduce myself I am Alyssa sherrill I am 14 years old I love the color blue green and brown, I'm from Florida but moved to Cali after my parents died when I was 2 I moved in with my grandma at age 3 and she died when I was 12 so after she pasted I moved in with my aunt and uncle but they died when I was 13 so now I'm here at a orphanage it's not that bad it could be worse I mean at least I can go any where I want,have a phone and I still go to school which isint that great seems tho most of my friends have left me behind but oh well At least I know who my true friends are.

A/n hey guys thanks for reading comment if u like it or not sorry for all the punctuation and spelling errors