as of 3:29, 11/20/18, jina (john + nina / me + special friend) is one month. it being the first full month, i thought i'd start one of these.
friday the 19th of october, 2018, calla came over during advisory and asked me if i liked you. in a quick panic, i said no, thinking it was a prank. i heard what had happened, from calla, her saying that you actually liked me. i knew i f***ed up, so i started talking to you on skype.
the next day, after about 4 hours of texting you, i told you i kindasortalikedyou. we started dating, i was soooooo happy.
about a week later, you kissed me on the cheek, which made me melt. i got on the ground, and lay their for a minute.
the next week, we start hugging a lot more. i was mucho happy.
and then the week is when you came to my house. i was awkward, you were awkward, i "died". we decided to play guitar hero. after playing counting stars by one republic, you asked if you could hug me, i said "depends... is it 2:31?" you looked over and when you turned back, i pulled you in and kissed you. tears of joy. it was awkward but we both obv liked it.
after that, we started talking on discord again, calling almost every night. we called almost every-night for that week and the next week.
the following weekend (the next week mentioned in the last section ; last week) i went over to your house. as expected, it was kinda awkward at first. your parents thought we'd smash, cause your sister closed the door. the icebreaker of the awkwardness was when you played rockband. i thought it was, at least. we went back to your room and hugged and stuff. we were on your bed and cuddled for the next two hours (best two hours of my life!). i kept telling you i love you and that you were amazing, and k-kissing you. i was honestly almost in tears when i had to leave, i never wanted it to end. you were in the kitchen when my dad arrived, and i ran over and hugged and kissed you.
what i wanted to say is that i love you, nina. you make me the happiest i've been in a while. every second we are together, i love you more. after this month, i have realized that you mean everything to me. (also i didn't know it was possible to have the whole world in between my arms)
i love you. thanks for existing, nina.
~John
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