Nights Awake || Moonbin (S2)

9 || Staying up all night

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*NIGHT*

-Y/N's POV-

You're looking outside the window while brushing your hair gently, the sky is really dark already and it seems that is telling you to go to sleep but you really can't even blink at all. When Rocky left your house you really felt heartbroken, you still think that he doesn't deserve to be away from the one he loves but at the same time, he has to because of Moonbin, and that might be why you can't sleep tonight.

You told Rocky that there were other girls out there but your comment only made him laugh, and he did tell you that he was trying to focus on other things than you but it was barely impossible for him. At some point you felt like both of you were back to when you were together, you remembered how you used to laugh along and the way Rocky just treated you. It's surreal to think about those days but after all, you were happy and he was happy even though Moonbin wasn't there.

-You still awake? – Moonbin said while getting inside the room.

-Oh, you arrived – You said while looking at him. –I am, just enjoying the night – You said while going towards your vanity, then you left your brush on top of the surface and you walked towards Moonbin.

-12:07 am, you should be on the bed – Moonbin said while holding your hand.

-What if I was waiting for you? – You asked while cuddling against him. –Would you be mad at me? – You said while caressing his hair.

-I'm not mad, just worried – Moonbin smiled. –I'll go to change, wait for me – He said before he kissed your cheek.

Moonbin got towards the closet he took out his sleepwear and started to change himself, in the meanwhile you started to prepare the bed for you two and then you just laid down on it peacefully. As you're looking at Moonbin you can't get out of your mind Rocky's face, how sad he looked when you asked him about his feelings for you and how he told you to leave the things as they are. You are trying to not think about his words, his face, his kisses, but how? You feel guilty, you feel bad for hurting someone you love and just because of nothing.

Right now you can't be with Moonbin as you were before because your stupid nightmares with Juliet, and now you can't be with him as you want because of Rocky. It sucks. You love Moonbin and you are trying to leave aside everything that is in your way but it's difficult, and maybe Moonbin can help you out if he demonstrates you that he loves you. Even though he already did.

-You look concerned baby – Moonbin said while laying down next to you.

-Me? Well, I'm not – You smiled while getting towards him.

-Hmm, should I believe you? – He chuckled.

-Yah~ that's mean – You joked. He laughed a bit before he started to caress your cheek gently while looking at you happily.

-You look beautiful – Moonbin smiled.

-*Giggle* what are you saying? You are the handsome one here – You smiled while hugging him.

-Hmm, you think so? – Moonbin asked while getting closer to you.

-I do – You whispered.

Moonbin got closer to you and with smooth movements, he started to kiss your lips deeply, he started to caress your hair while you tried to follow his lips. He's way too tired so you got apart from him and then you kissed him again playfully.

-You are tired, sleep – You said while caressing his hand.

-What about you? You need to sleep too – Moonbin smiled.

-I will, don't you worry – You said before kissing his cheek. –Goodnight, Binnie.

-Goodnight, Y/N – Moonbin said while holding you against him.

*NEXT DAY*

Last night wasn't the best nor the worse. You enjoyed such a lovely time with Moonbin, something that hasn't been that often nowadays so you are happy about that. However, you didn't sleep as you wanted since you were scared of having a nightmare and also you were thinking about Rocky a lot. To feel somehow better you started to admire Moonbin, you were caressing his hair, his lips, and his skin; you tried your best to fall asleep but it was useless, but at least you got the chance to enjoy some time with Moonbin.

Right now you are heading over to the airplane with Moonbin by your side, both of you already said goodbye to the members and it wasn't that bad after all. Rocky did tell you to be happy and to just enjoy the relationship you have with Moonbin but it isn't that simple, it sounds simpler than it is and that's a fact.

Moonbin is holding your hand while you two are about to get inside the plane along with some of his staff, you were trying not to fall down since you were chatting with Rocky.

-Just enjoy your time there, I'll be alright – Rocky texted.

-Oh, yeah sure – You replied.

-Y/N-ah! I'm being honest, you should stop thinking about me – Rocky replied with a happy emoji.

-You know, I've been your friend since years now. You can't lie to me – You texted a bit upset.

-You are making everything more difficult, you know? – Rocky replied.

-I don't care, I just want you to be fine and happy – You replied.

-And I'll be – He texted. –I got to go, but before I do just remember the promise you made yesterday, okay? – He added.

-Okay – You rolled your eyes. –I love you.

-I love you more – Rocky replied with two hearts.

-Tell him I love him too – Moonbin joked while looking at your phone.

-Moonbin! – You complained while looking at him, then you turned off your phone.

-What? I want to know who you are cheating me with – Moonbin added while holding your hand tighter.

-Don't get mad, I'm not cheating on you – You said while looking at him a bit upset. –You are suffocating my hand, you know – You added.

-Oh, sorry – Moonbin said while patting it gently.

Both of you got inside the plane and started to search for your places, while Moonbin was putting the bags on their place you started to text Carol just telling her that you were inside the plane. The same message you send it to MJ since lord knows what he's doing right now because of his typical jealousness.

-Time to relax – Moonbin said before he took a deep breath.

-You deserve this time off – You said while looking at Moonbin sitting down next to you.

-Kind of – He chuckled while closing his eyes.

-Are you mad? – You asked.

-A bit – He admitted.

-I'm sorry – You said before you kissed his cheek.

-He's your friend, I'm the one misunderstanding everything – Moonbin sighed.

-Either way – You smiled while holding his hand. –I hope we great time there – You added.

-We will, and I'll make sure of that – Moonbin said while caressing your cheek gently. –Kiss? – He asked.

-*Giggle* okay – You said cutely.

You leaned towards him and gave him a sweet kiss on his lips, he was just laughing while you tried to kiss him a bit longer but it was just impossible since you started to chuckle.

-I love you – You said.

-I love you more – Moonbin smiled.