-{Ocean-Eyes-}-

"I'd rather not say"

Christens POV

I laid on my floor, ocean eyes playing through my Bluetooth speaker, scrolling through Billie Elish's Instagram. "God damn" I groaned looking through her pictures. Bitting my lips I reply on her most recent post which asked who their celebrity crush was. 'I'd rather not say;)' I laugh as I write it.

Later as I lay in bed I here my phone buzz on my nightstand, looking over I see "@BILLIEELISH replied to your comment". Wholly hell. I slowly open my phone to see what she wrote. 'Oh really now christen'. My heart dropped, I screen shotted it and sent it to my friend Corbyn Besson, who knows I've been chrusing on her for months.

"Bull" he smiles as he sits on my couch, speeding over after I sent it to him. "C its real" I laugh, still flipping out. "Bull" he repeats, I nod no, he jumps in his seat, super happy for me, patting my shoulder. "I'm getting you and her together, I ask my manager if he can talk to her manager, see if she wants to tour with us, and you come along with us anyway so it would be perfect" He smiled, plotting how to get his friends his girl "no" I smiled, "I would love that, But what do I say to her" I ask "anything, Your christen Maxwell, Girls love you, I mean I do" he smiled resting a chin on my head.

"Thanks hon" I smile, kissing his hand. "I'm calling my manager" he smiles.

Two weeks later

So Im going on tour with Why Don't We and Bille Elish, My crush, hell.

"Nice to meet you Christen" Billie smiles, reaching for a hand then hugs me instead. "Its my pleasure, this is amazing" I say with a grin.
"You the Christen that was being a smart ass on instagram?" She laughs, leaning on a box of sound equipment, her backpack loosely on her shoulder, "I'd rather not say" I smirk, she shakes her head with a smile. "I've got a feeling your going to be a lot of fun but a huge pain in the ass" she laughed, I nodded admittedly, Corbyn also agreed.

"10 minutes till we leave" Jonah yells at me and Jack, who are screwing around with nerf guns, Billie smiles at us through the bus window, our childish acts making her laugh. "Will you two stop?" Zach asks with his annoying sass "sorry baud" I laugh, blowing him a kiss. Jonah and Corbyn run up, tossing a bag over my head, throwing me over Jonahs shoulder and droping me on the seat beside Billie.

On the drive to Chicago, Bille fell asleep on my shoulder, I gave a little smiled and tilted my head and rested it on hers.

"Oh my God I'm so sorry I fell asleep on you" Billie frowned, "Its fine hon" I smile, hoping she doesn't mention the name I called her. "I like that nickname" she laugh "its old school and cute" she laughs slinging my arm over her shoulder and walking behind stage, her bag still on her shoulder for some reason.

"So Christen gonna wish me good luck" they all say in unison, "ok horror freaks, good luck" I laugh, pulling Corbyn aside and kissing his forehead, something I've always done for good luck.

Halfway through the show, they take a break and come and see me. "So, Why aren't you on stage ever?" Billie asked, putting her hair up. "I just sit back stage and help, I came out once, being carried by Jonah and Corbyn, Corbyn said some nice things about me. We kissed on stage" I laughed, "Really? Thats so cute" Billie smiled, "He is my best friend, on Instagram people always ship us" I smile. "Get back put there hon, You've gotta show to do" I laugh turning to walk away. "Come on stage to say hi" she says, Almost demanding it "okay?" I laugh.

She tells the boys and they all agree, she laces her fingers with mine, giving me a small side smile, then bringing me on stage with her.

A few girls in the front row yell Baxwell when they see me, Corbyn and I's ship name, one scoffing at the fact I'm beside Billie and not Corbyn. "So Christen has returned, this time, bring Billie Elish, he is the reason I called her manager, So thank him for this tour" Corbyn Smiled, everyone cheered And Billie gave me a quick hug before I left stage.