Blood And Fire (1D and Ariana Grande Fanfic)

Chapter 12

ARIANA POV:

Sobs continued to make it's way out of my lips as I tried to catch my breath, only to be redone again and again. I might as well keep my distance from him. But why will I keep my distance from him if I didn't feel an ounce of a butterfly in my stomach? Or at least I had thought I didn't. I have to convince myself I didn't because I'm afraid that if I don't, I'd just get broken all over again. I'm afraid to fall in love because everything that falls, break. So be it. I should be distant from him. In the meanwhile, I should be doing something instead of sitting here sobbing, rocking back and forth, being miserable in the middle of the night, or dawn. "I should be doing something" I whispered to myself.

"Just by then, Jane found it rather beautiful; the way he puts her insecurities to sleep. The way he doves into her eyes and starved all the fears and tasted all the dreams she coiled beneath her bones. The way he replaced depression into..... Into satisfaction. He made her what she is now. She's on top of the world, singing for her fans, making her fans overwhelmed with a thrilling feeling that renders them not knowing what to say"

I wrote. I figured, besides of singing, I might express my feelings by writing. I decided that besides of cutting, I might as well be good at writing. I was about to write another paragraph when I received a gentle knock on the door. I glanced at the clock on the nightstand that says "8:24 AM". I was about  to say 'come in', when the door slightly parted from the door frame. "Woah, you wake up too early, Ari" Perrie said in her morning voice. I didn't know what to say, but my mouth started forming words I can't even think where it came from.

"Ah, you know. I didn't quite get a nice peaceful sleep". Perrie gasped, trying to imagine how hard must it have been, her being a sleepy head. I almost gasped too, thinking of what I just said and remembering last night. She opened the door, wider for her to enter in and sat on the edge of the guest bed as she rubbed my arm, trying to reassure me. "So, when are you coming back home? I mean, no offence but, you know, just curious. Don't take it that way" Perrie said in one breath as I giggled. "Um......" I stared at my bare foot, trying to think. "I-I think I can go home today" I replied. "I didn't mean to rush you-" She started but I cut her off "N-no! Definitely not!" I reassured her, trying to not make her feel bad. "You need a lift?" She asked. "A lift would be nice" I smiled. "Then a lift it is!" She said with so much enthusiasm that it made me laugh, making breathing an issue as I tried to catch my breath, happy tears streaming down my face. "Jesus, Perrie how much candy did you ate?" I joked. "Just a little." She said in a 5-year-old-guilty-child voice. Just then, we heard the door creak, making us jump in response. "Perrie, Ari, Let's go?" Zayn said. "Alright! Alright! Hold your horses!" Perrie said in a Scottish accent.

"Alright" Zayn said and started the car, waiting for it to roar to life, but in response, it didn't. "Guess you'll have to stay over, Ari" Perrie smirked.

PERRIE POV:

My head shot up :from sleep: as I heard an ear peircing sound fill the air, causing my to jump and shake Zayn to ask what's going on. "Did you hear that?" I asked Zayn. "Yeah, I think it's coming from the guest room" Said Zayn. So we silently made our way to the guest room, as Louis and Liam decided to jooin us on the way. We entered the room, not help but feel pity at the sight of Ariana trembling, with a stream of tears squeezing through her tightly shut eyes. A sob escaped her mouth and racked her body as Louis reached over and shook her.

Zayn and Liam started calling her name, as I found myself stroking her hair and whispering things in her ear, reassuring her it was just a dream.

After a few seconds, Ariana's eyes opened and looked at the three of us. A sigh of relief escaped from her mouth but soon to be followed with more tears. I held my arms out to hug her as she jumped out of her spot, into my arms.

ARIANA POV:

I felt my shoulders shake as I sobbed into Perrie's shirt. Her arms were wrapped around me, rubbing small circles on my back. Elenour soon entered the room and gasped at the sight. She soon made her way over and stroked my hair, softly whispering to me that everything was gonna be okay.

I just snuggled closer to Perrie and held on to her. I could feel her gesturing to the rest to make a silent conversation, attempting to understand what's wrong with me. I could tell that all of them were confused. None of them has seen my nightmare.

And soon, the door flung opened, revealing a concerned look Niall, and on his hand was a glass of water.

HI! Sorry if I didn't update, it's because tests are coming up next week and I'm gonna cram or else I'm not gonna update EVEN LONGER. So pleaseeee, praaaaaaaaaaay foooooooor meeeeeeee.