My life (the writers)

Memories

My parents got a divorce one or so years. I always wanted to have a  "proper" family or a "normal" family, I hated looking at all those other families out with there kids on the weekends because, it makes me sad because I don't get that, I'm always with my dad or just won't my mom and siblings.

If I could got back and change there marriage I would.

I used to think it was all my fault they got a divorce, the divorce made me really sad.
I remember one day they had a argument, I was sitting on the couch with my mom and my dad was getting ready for work and they started to fight. When ever the fought it made me cry to were I was having a panic attack because I was scared my dad was gonna kill or hurt my mom, that wasn't the case he never did.

Then like a year or so later my dad moved out may 4 2017, I remembered it was really weird it was quite not any fighting going on. Then it was when we found out we had to got to our dads 2-3 days Friday- Sunday. I was scared, was my father gonna hurt me? Is all I can remember thinking that time.
Then the papers were signed there divorce was official.
I was happy but sad at the same time. I wanted my family to be "normal" but I think normal isn't really a good thing, as I look back I had a lot going on other then my parents, my dog had cancer then she passed away, instead of a mans best friend she was definitely my best friends, probably my only best friends at some points of my life.
Now I don't remember any good things about when my parents were still married. I only really remember the bad memories of when they would fight.