Hear me

Chapter 1

I  never expected my life to become so utterly, horrible, so very quickly. Everything changed like that. just by a blink of an eye.

E R I K A 

It was a rush to my head..... a dare.... I don't even know why I did it! I could have said no, I could have just laughed it off and told him he was crazy..... but no, no of course I didn't. I'm insane.

Others may have their opinions, but the decision was made purely  pleasure. No heart, no soul. Not My decision.  I sat there on my bed, reading article after article, watched video after video. There were so many theories...... yet none were true. None were what had actually happened.

"Hey," He said. Walking through the door and shutting it as he waved.  "Hey," I grunt. He shivered slightly, but shook his head. He knew how I felt. And I knew how he felt. Damn It! Damn it! Damn It! Jake bit his lip, something he often did when he was nervous. Everything was ruined, We were so close. We had so much fun together, but now we were married. Now we were husband and wife.

"Ummmm..." He begins, walking into the closet and grabbing something.  A shirt which he placed on the chair besides my bed. "I need you for the vlog, get up". I groan, wanting to rip someones head off. Why!? why had I gotten myself here in this position? "Pass me something", I tell him. He looks through my clothes  and tosses me a jean jacket and a grey maxi dress. "Too fancy." I told him. "Its Summer time and the day after we got married-" "SHUSH", I shout. "Fine, I'll wear it. Just stop reminding me of that"! "You should see the amount of Subscribers you have Erika, just get ready and put on a smile please" , Jake stated. He leaves the room and I groan as I take my clothes off. I put them in the corner of my room where the laundry basket was. Quickly, I pull everything on and look in the mirror. I looked terrible, and there was purple in many different spots. I must have barely slept last night. Taking a deep breathe in, my green eyes reflect back at me. I need to woman up. 

Because this is reality.

And reality needs me.