Everything happens for a reason (BOOK IS ON HOLD)

thirty-six

Marie in MM again because I don't post enough of her

Aaleeyah

After Britt drove off I couldn't help but to break down crying

Cam rubbed my back as my tears soaked his white tee

I walked past him back into the house and upstairs towards my room

Shortly after Cameron appeared in the doorway "Lee baby I ain't mean to stress you"

I sighed undressing from my clothes and into my velvet silk based robe

As I was walking past my full length mirror I stepped back and stopped to look at myself

I untied my robe and rubbed my stomach. I noticed the growth meaning my baby is getting bigger

I smiled and just kept rubbing at it "I don't know whether you are a boy or girl but whichever you are I want you to know how words can't explain how much your mommy loves you."

I have no clue why I started crying but I couldn't believe I was pregnant and truthfully today has me questioning by who

"All this shit that went down tonight makes you a certified golden child you know that right?" I smirked

I felt Cameron's hand wrap around me from behind

I didn't realize he changed because he was shirtless and in a pair of sweatpants

I continued to rub on my growing baby "I can't wait for you to meet your big sissy. Her names Marie but we call her MarMar. You know I never even told her about you yet but I know she'll fall deeply in love with you." I finished

I took deep breathes still fixture in my spot

Cam broke the silence adding in a few words "And I can't wait for you to meet your daddy." He now rubbed at my stomach too "Whether you're biologically mine or not I want you to know I got you through whatever and I'll continue to treat you like my own blood. I love you baby and I promise not to miss any appointments."

I held my head up now opening my eyes. Me and Cam made four as we looked at each other in the mirror

The house was pitch silent and the only thing I could hear were our sped up heartbeats

Even being with Cam all this time, I still get butterflies every time he walks in a room

He really is the happiness of my soul and I need to value the fact that God put him in my life for a reason

I turned to face him and there we were staring into each other souls not saying a word

I laid my head on his chest only to listen to his heart pick up it's pace

I smiled now burring my face in his chest "You know even though we been together for so long I still feel like it's my first time meeting you all over again"

He didn't reply, just laid his chin on top of my head. I gave this my access to keep talking

I smirked realizing all the shit we really go through and here we are still getting married next month going to live happily ever after with our baby

"I put you through so much shit Cam. Not once have you brought drama into my life, just a baby and a ring. Isn't that crazy? You're too perfect, should I be scared?" I laughed it off

I could hear him laughing too

"Cam." I sighed becoming serious "I'm not sure why you stayed even through my worse.. but I can't wait to marry you next month."