Just Let it Be

💧❄💔Memories

Edited

"You are nothing but a pathetic ,Useless child who doesn't deserve to live .Now stand Up and go clean yourself up.Ohh and if you think about telling anyone about this ,l will make your life a living hell and l will make everyone believe me over you .You understand ?!"

"{ Crying } Y...ye-yess "

Come on girl ,You have been through a lot in your life ,this shouldn't make You cry ...

" Now get out !!, Oh and while You do that ...Put a smile on your face will You ."

I looked at him and gave him a smile as l left the room .l quickly ran to the bathroom to go get myself cleaned up and got ready for bed.

I quickly made sure that no one saw me and ran to my room and locked it .l got inside my blankets and laid my head on my pillow .I was hurt ,damaged ,abused but that's normal right ?   I mean he is right ...I'm useless and l don't deserve to live ,so l might as well give up on life and just let it be .

I always cried my way to sleep .Yes l was tired of it but ...its not like anyone or anything was going to change everything .This has been going on for 6years now and no one ,even my own mother  has noticed .So who do you think would ?

I hated men with all my life .l hated everything about them .I hated the way they would do things to hurt other people just so they could get what they wanted .

My own parents were supposed to be there for me and actually show me love ...but instead they show and provide me with the exact opposite.But what l ask myself everyday is that ...'Am l a mistake ? '

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😓 Do you think she is ?

Well thanks for reading thus far my fellow people...I'm thinking on giving you guys a name ...What do you think l should name you ?

XoXo Aobakwe XoXo