my mind is a mess.
i cannot ever hear or respond properly and i don't know why.
the world seems like another place.
i am constantly watching a movie.
my lack of response.
a blurry view.
everything seems to be as if i'm constantly watching out my peripheral vision.
i can never listen to instructions properly.
my coordination is uncoordinated.
a flurry of actions.
"sorry."
sometimes i wonder whether my soul is just partially detached from my body.
maybe this isn't my body.
i need to leave.
but how do I do that?
i am trapped.
it is a fog.
i am disoriented and lost.
but the headlights are broken.
maybe that is why everything i'm doing is wrong.
things are getting worse.
this fog is getting worse.
it is stifling and suffocated and i am stuck.
there is a fog.
