A dream? [Completed]

A dream?

Tell me...

What do you see when you look at yourself in the future?

If you haven't, please think about it.

Because I can tell you what I see.

I can see myself standing if front of me.

I'm watching from far away but still  close.

I can see her watching children play.

I can see my younger self playing too, from when I was little.

I can see my older self.

She wants to go and talk to them, play with them.

Butt…

When she tries to take a step forward she gets scared and forgets.

She forgets how to walk to them.

She doesn't remember what she wanted to talk about.

She doesn't remember why she wanted to play with them.

Eventually she forgets what she wanted in the first place.

I can see her smile. but she looks so sad, as if she's about to cry.

She's looking at the clouds, but I feel like the only reason she does that is so that the tears wouldn't fall down.

I can see the children laughing, playing and having fun.

But, I'm just watching.

When I watch them... I notice that now one is able to see me, as if I don't exist.

Everything feels so far away, as if I'm the only one standing on this side of the wall.

The wall is invisible and yet it's strong, like it's unbreakable.

I can't break it no matter how hard I try.

I just keep getting further and further away.

It's cold…

I feel so cold, even if I'm in my warm and soft bed.

It's cold, like I'm buried in snow.

It's dark, I can't see anything.

My eyes are wide open, but I can't see anything.

But suddenly… it feels warm.

It's not dark anymore, instead it's warm with a bright light.

I can feel the warmth the light on my skin.

I want to know what that warmth and bright light is so, I open my eyes.

I see the bright sunlight shining through my  window in my room.

It was all a dream but, why did it feel so real?

I stand up, put on some clothes and go to my backyard.

I can feel I light breeze in the air.

It feels so calm.

I look up at the sky.

I think to myself “well, It's time for a new day to begin.”

Yet… I  feel like something is missing.

An empty place that's not right.

It feels like, I'm supposed to wait for someone.

Why…?

Who is that someone?

I want to know.

every time I try to remember, “I can't.” I forget.

All I can do is wait, and that's what I do.

I'll wait… no matter how long it takes.