Forever Rain - KNJ One shot

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KIM NAMJOON FF
Daine as YOU

I opened the door of my room. It was school time already and Ill be late in a few more minutes.

I quickly ride a bus to my school. I was just right in time when the guards are about to close the gate.

"Wait!"

The guard let me in and I moved quickly to my classroom and saw my teacher from afar.

I immediately go to my seat and acted normal. I took a glance at my back.. seeing a girl laughing and joking around with others.

The teacher came in. Shooting glances at everyone in class.

"Let's begin so we can finish this lesson already."

One of my classmates raised her hand.

"Are we allowed to seat to where we are comfortble? So we can understand the lesson more!"

The teacher nodded as yes. A group of friends started to form again. A girl came to my seat.

"Can I sit in there? My friends will be my seatmates. Please?"

"Yea. Okay."

I moved with my notebook in my hand. I saw a vacant seat beside my friends. Well, friends?

"Oh, can I seat in there? Beside you?"

"nooooo! Its my seat!"

What. The.

I looked at my friends. Not minding me not knowing where can I seat.

"But how about me? Where-"

"All of you. Seat down." Teacher.

"Psst! Diane move away!" I cant believe this. Are they picking that girl instead of me?

I moved away. Not knowing where I can seat. I looked around the room. All seats were taken. Oh! There are still some but it will be beside my bullies.

Yes. My bullies.

As I layed my eyes at the vacant seat, I saw one of them staring at me.

"Poor you! No one loves you!" he whispered.

I chose to look away and to just move a chair at the back. Leaving me as the only one seating on my row.

And there I realized something.

Do I really belong here now?

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Classes ended with me all alone at the back and my friends sitting with their new best friend..

Lets just not think about how much I treasure them and love them.. it hurts..

I immediately go home and as I opened my room.. my tears flowed.

Yes. Of course I know. Im such a weak.

I tried calming myself out. I got to bed and hug my pillows. They are the only ones whom I can get comfortable with at this kind of situation.

I tried getting up.. but as I saw a thing related to what I am feeling right now.. I lose it all again.

I cant stop these tears and I hate it.

I grabbed my phone and shuffled the music to calm me. Their voices can calm me.

But this time, I knew it was the other way around.

My tears continued to flow. My music still playing as my background. I wiped off that tears and sighed.

"This isnt on your plan Daine!"

I calmed down a bit until a song played. It was just beat and a soft tune at first. But when the sound of a clock ticking played, I cried.

"N-Namjoon.."

I cried harder. I remembered him.

"I wish it rains all day
Cuz I'd like someone to cry for me, yea"

"N-Namjoon-ah.. M-Mianhe.."

"Cuz the umbrella would cover the sad face
Cuz in the rain people are busy minding themselves"

"Baby.. be brave for me okay? I love you. Please always remember that. Even if I'm far from you.. always keep in mind that I'm always there for you. So be a brave girl for me and don't give up life okay?"

"I miss you Namjoon-ah..."

I scrolled down my gallery. Those pictures of them. Those pictures of him. Smiling.. having so much fun together. Doing what they love..

"I wanna be like you.. so much that it hurts.."

I checked their pictures one by one, my eyes blurred because of my tears. How I miss them. How I miss him..

"N-Namjoon ah? Mianhe.. I'm so weak right? Im not what you thought I am.."

"..I-I.. miss y-you.."

I touched his picture. I remembered what he said.

"It was all for you. Thank you so much. For supporting me.. for loving me.. Thank you for being there for me."

"Let me sing for you until I can. Let me be your inspiration until I can. I love you so much and i know you also do.."

You didnt realized one thing.. It started to rain. It was a miracle. It was very rare to rain at this month.

"It's really hard.. Namjoon-ah. I miss you. And you're just too far away.."

And at the moment she knew what exactly she wanted.

She grabbed an umbrella and head out the house. Not minding her parents calling her.

"Taking a walk!"

She walked through the rain and looked around. Of course she didnt forgot to bring her phone and her earphones.

A song called forever rain still playing. She took a bus. The place on her mind was 30 minutes away from her home.

Time passed and she reached it. She stood in front of a bench chair. She stood teary eyed.

"I-I.. I love you N-Namjoon!"

She yelled. The rain started to drop a little less. She looked up and saw a moon. It is already late. Even though it is raining, she's so lucky to see a moon through it.

It was him. She was sure.

Cause he will be there when she needs him. Not may be physically, but at least, no one could do that except him..

"That's why I love you, Kim Namjoon."

My moon in the middle of the rain. My light out of the darkness.

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That's it! Just wrote for an hour! Thanks for reading if ever someone did!

Part 2?

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