you make me feel alive (Ricky "horror" Olson boyxboy)

Chapter 3: We already know

Luka's p.o.v:

I ran into the bathroom and locked the door. I couldnt hold it in any longer. I pulled my phone out and pulled the case off sliding down the door as i started to sob. I pulled the little blade out and rolled the sleeve of my shirt up.

" why am i so fucked up? Why do i have to be gay??"

Anothee sob rocked my body as i placed the blade against my wrist. I carved line after line. I looked at the art i had made. A small smile fell apon my lips.

" this is what you deserve you stupid fucking fag." (I have nothing against gays im half gay plz dont take effence to this)

BANG BANG BANG

I jumped as the door shook from who was banging on it.

"Luka open the door please?? Come out."

My eyes widened at the sound of balz' worried voice. I looked down at the blood still flowing out of my arm and then at the blade.

"No. Go away. I dont need you to pretend you care."

I heard a sigh and feet going away and i sighed then i heard new footsteps come back.

"Luka? Please let me in."

I could hardly hear Ghosts quiet calm voice threw the door. I bit my lip and shook my head even though i knew he couldnt see.

" if youre hiding because ricky just so nicely braught you out of the closet we already knew. We've known for a while actually."

I stood up shakely. I put my razor back into my phone case and quickely wrapped my wrist. I cracked open the door and peeked out.

" you did? How?"

Ghost just chuckled and looked at me.

" luka im gay. I know when someone else is. Plus no straight guy stairs at a dudes ass as much as you do." I heard balz laugh. Balz looked at me And had to put his two sence in.

"Ya luka you like salvate everytime he walkes by. Im surprised you havent just raped him."

By this time balz was laughing so hard he was turning purple. Ghost gave him a stern look and im jut here turning redder by the moment. Balz finally down by time ryan walked up

" and also no straight dudes go around screaming oh my unicorns when they get cupcakes or cake. Nor do they throw glitter at people screaming i just jizzed glitter on you.

Now all theee of them were laughing. I couldnt help but laugh with them.

"Whatever guys."

There was a loud bang from the back. Then ricky screaming.

" I DONT FUCKING KNOW CHRIS."

ricky ripped the door open and slammed it on his way out. He saw me standing in the bathroom door and glared.

" stay the fuck away from me"

I watched as he walked out the front of the bus and fell to my knees sobbing. Ghost caught me and took me to the coutch and held me rocking me back and forth. I could feel myself starting to fall asleep. I lay my head on ghosts shoulder and sniffled.

This is gonna be a long ass tour

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Im sorry my little horrors. Ive been meaning to update i just keep getting distracted but here you lovelys go chapter 3