The road to expression

Time vs regrets

Time is a cruel construct
Moving only forwards, not backward
It teaches you to regret choices but won't allow you to set the causes right.

This injustice on life is nothing short of tragic, and is some twisted irony decides to let you have minuscule tastes of true enjoyment to keep you continuing down the road it has laid out for you.

My personal worst regret with time is that I have missed opportunities that I could have taken and now have no closure on how they would have turned out. me being the dreamer that I am, had the opportunity to choose what I am now wanting or what I wanted back then. I don't regret my decision back then but I do regret not sticking close to what I want now.

Some people will never truly leave your mind, their silhouette can still be seen cascading through the halls of your happy place and laughs are echoes of light in your darkest days. My silhouette had left my life for a while now, yet some times when my mind is just quiet enough I can hear the soft nuances of their voice, laughing in their own unique way. And never, has anything, ever brought me such a plethora of pure joy and yet such immense regret for having and yet not having them in my life.

I do miss this person
I do still feel stupid for my regrets
I do wish I could go back in time and change it, as they would still be with me today.

But I can't.

nobody can. As like I said before Time only moves forward, and to worry is to live the moment over again. Which I guess is why I worry so much. I want to re live the moment again except with me knowing what I want now.

"The trouble is, we think we have time, until we're asking where it went"-Buddha