The Mind is a Sinful Place

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I can identify you in my mind
Picture your alluring image in my brain
Your existence enlivens my world and makes my heart ecstatic
And though you elapse from me in the dawn
You still linger in my consciousness
Feelings of compassion and devotion emerge throughout me
Bringing me bliss

In reality you have ruined this civic
But in my thoughts, you are still radiant and genuine
Not the dreadful, anger-brimming scum that left me
You were new
Reminiscing on the being I fell in admiration with
Again, his chestnut-colored hair, long and luminous
And his bright, hazel eyes giving me the look of infatuation
Evoked my helpless mind back in

I knew it was sinful for me to explore this area of my head,
Yet I allowed your entrance still
Hoping your soul would allow love to evolve once more for me
But it did not
Because my mind, after all, would not fully tolerate it

He is not real
Only a mirror image of the one I once knew
My heart shattered again
But this time it would not repair
For I was stuck in agony
He did not long for me anymore
He was done trying, so he found another

This is why love is vile
And I suggest you avoid it

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