He's my Professor

Chapter 3: Regrets

Adrianne's POV

While running I noticed na halos wala na palang students, masyado na ba talagang matagal na magkasama kami ni Sir Keith kanina? 'Cause for me it only felt like a minute.

"Ouch!!" I felt a sudden pain surging my left leg na naging dahilan para dali-dali akong umupo sa floor next to the lockers. Ugh, sh*t! Cramps bakit ngayon pa? Huhu ouch!!!!

"Aw! Huhuhu!!" I almost cried my heart out. Sobrang sakit talaga na kahit i-massage ko yung leg ko, I needed to grip the wall for support. "Fu--"

"Sir Keith!!" I heard an Angelic voice shouted. Mas napaurong ako patalikod and I covered my mouth, "Ang bilis mo maglalad sir!" I heard the same voice giggled as she panted heavily.

Dapat talaga ay aalis na ako as soon as maging okay na yung paa ko because I don't care about other people's life, but when I heard Sir Keith's name, I pushed all of my thoughts away at ang gusto ko nalang pakinggan ngayon ay ang usapan nila.

Because of my curiosity ay medyo napaurong ako paharap, I kept my self hidden as I peeked on them.

I thought she was angelic, yet she's just a 'devil hidden in an angelic voice'. And looking at the man she's flirting with, I felt something inside me getting triggered.

"Ano sir Keith? Are you just going to stare at me?" This b*tch really is getting into my nerves, that 'santa-sentita' attitude of hers doesn't even give a sh*t and it doesn't suit her. I wanna throw her out the window right now. "Sir??"

I stared at Sir Keith, a curious face was visible on his face but it only lasted for a few seconds and it was changed by a blank face, "Yes? What can I do for you?" Sir asked.

I can tell from his eyes na hindi siya interesadong kausapin ang babaeng nasa harapan niya ngayon. Sir Keith, you don't have to hide it, show it!

"Well, I'll get straight to the point," Narinig ko'ng sabi ng 'devil hiding in an angelic voice, "I want you to be my PT, as in Personal Tutor." She added as she bit her lower lip.

I'm thankful na hindi nila ako nakikita even if pareho silang naka-sideview sa akin. But wait, anong sabi niya!? Personal Tutor? Lol, I'm about to laugh my ass out.

"Pero you're already and honor student, and besides you do well in my class if I'm not mistaken," Sir Keith uttered, "Why do you still need a tutor?"

"Basta! By the way take this," May inabit sakanya na card yung devil which he immediately put in his pocket. "Puntahan mo ako dyan tomorrow at 6:30PM sharp."

"But--" Hindi siya pinatapos magsalita ng devil na kausap niya, she placed her finger on his lips and I felt a sudden pang on my chest.

It's as if nabibiyak ang puso ko, but why so sudden? Tsaka why do I care so much about them? Pero.. I feel so helpless right now, knowing na karibal ko nanaman ang devil na 'to. I have so many thoughts going through my mind right now, and I can't help but to feel sad about it.

"No buts.. Or else you're fired from my school." I was taken aback when I heard her say the magic words. F*ck. Oo nga pala, no one can ever reject her cause she has everything— This school and everyone here.

I looked directly at her as she walked to my me, she stopped beside me and then she smirked, "A point for me." She whispered walking away.

I didn't give a f*ck about what tht devil said, I will never care about her anymore, like I did before.

Napatingin nalang ako kay Sir Keith, I can see that he's shocked base on his reaction. Nakita ko'ng kinuha niya sa bulsa niya yung card na binigay sakanya ng devil then his eyes widened.

I felt another pang on my chest but this time it kind of hurted dahil nakita ko'ng ngumiti si Sir Keith ng dahil sa ibang babae.

Do you know the feeling na nasasaktan ka'ng makita yung taong importante sayo na masaya sa piling ng iba, na ngumingiti dahil sa iba which is never mo nagawa? Haizzzz.

I held my chest as I watched Sir Keith walking away, I can't help but to blame myself and to regret pushing him and running away from him.

Kung sana ay hindi ko siya tinulak at kung hindi sana ako tumakbo palayo sakanya, baka ngayon ay masaya kami. Maybe right now, I'm enjoying his kisses while I feel the warmth of his hugs.

I hate myself! And I promise na if there's a chance, I would take it just to be with him. Cause I can't bare the truth na ngumingiti siya but it wasn't because of me.

Now, I'm regretting that I pushed him away. I'm regretting na dapat ay masaya kaming dalawa ngayon, sharing our feelings for each other..

I'm regretting the fact na dapat, pagmamay-ari ko na siya ngayon.

And I'm worrying na baka pati siya ay maagaw sa akin ng devil na 'yun..

Maurice Claudine Valantez
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A.K.A the devil who stole my first love.