Loving the Lost

Me

Taylor's POV

I Slowly Open My Eyes. "Where Am I?" I Stand Up To Wipe The Sleep Out Of My Eyes. "Where Ever I Am This Place Is Beautiful. I Notice A Giant Golden Gate. The Closer I Get The Taller The Gate Seems To Stand. Once I've Reached It, It Automatically Opens So I Continue To Walk. Through The Gates There Is A Gold Paved Road People Walking An Talking Sings And Dancing. A Man Comes Out Of No Where And Greets Me.

"Well Hello Taylor Delaney"

"Ummm Hello. Who Are You And Where Am I And How Do You Know My Name."

He Laughs At My Confusion. "Well" He Starts "I'm Jesus And Your In Heaven"

I Feel My Rib Cage Tighten Around My Lungs Suffocating The Words That Want To Come Out.

"I'm...I'm..u I'm Dead??" the Tears Start To Burn My Eyes As They Beg Me To Let Them Exit.

"Yes, But Don't Worry Your Family Is Okay And They Miss You But Their Doing Fine."

"But I Have A Baby Boy. Please He Needs His Mother!!" By This Time The Tears Have Forced Their Way Out And Don't Have Any Intention Of Stopping."

"Shhh" He Wraps His Arms Around Me "Follow Me" With An Arm Still Around Me He Leads Me To All All White Room With A Crystal Ball Sitting In The Middle Of The Room. Their Are Two Chairs Around The Ball, He Sits In One An I Sit In The Other.

"Look Into The Ball" He Instructs

I Lean Forward Focusing My Attention On The Ball.

"What Do You See?"

"I See My Mom And My Baby Laying Down. She's Crying. Damarion Is Sleeping." I Look Up An Wipe The Tears That Have Began To Itch My Face. He Nods. "Now Look Again"

Once Again I Lean In Toward The Ball. "Now I See My Brother He's On His Computer Watching The Old Home Videos Of Us When We Were Little. He Has Tears Rolling Down Hid Cheek." I Look Up To Acknowledge Jesus. "Okay Now Look One More Time"

I Lean In A Third Time. This Time It's Jordan. He Sitting In His Bed Playing With My Pom-Poms." I Look Up From The Ball Once More An He Is Nodding In Approval. "They Still Think About They Miss U And Love You."

I Nod, I Just Wish I Could Say Good Bye To All Of Them.