Confused

First

As I said before. I'm always confused about my feelings. So I'm going to try to get them in line in this story. by the way this is going to be a random ass story just to let you know. Also my name is Troy and this is my life and I don't care about language.

My feelings are fucked up to the max. I've had my heart broken twice one about 2 years ago and another on June 11th 2014. those 2 heart breaks really fucked up my feelings. I was more in love with the girl who broke up with me this year than I was with the one 2 years ago. The girl from this year I really thought was going to be the best one, until she told me that she wanted to break up because of surgery that she had in July of this year. I still can't get over her even though she said that she was in love with me, yet she was talked into a relationship with some freshman (now a sophomore but it doesn't matter).