MY LIFE AND DEATH WITH THE DEVIL

ASHLEY

When I opened my eyes I thought I wouldn't see his face again. but I guess I was wrong...I tried to speak but I felt as if I were chocking I but my hands in my mouth and looked at my hand blood nothing but blood was coming out i started to move but felt nothing but pain go through my body...I froze on the spot and looked up to seeing a man with an ora that was brighter than Johnny's  

and Johnny is a saint but this  was no saint this was god him self...I started to feel dizzy and felt as if Johnny where leaving me but he wasn't I was leaving him .. Johnny's eyes where full of tears and he looked like I have never seen him before scared he kept whispering "Ashley don't leave me Hun please don't leave me ....I love you ..you know that right I love you" I tried to speak but nothing I started to cough out more blood ...then I looked to my right and see a black figure he was right behind Johnny ..... I wiped away his tears I tried to speak "i-i lo-ve yo-u " my head was spinning and then it all went black ....

as soon as it happened I didn't feel anything all the pain was gone ... i felt weight was lifted from my shoulders I looked down to my body and see Johnny my fiancé crying and begging " PLEASE GOD BRING HER BACK!! NOOOOOO" I got to my knees next to him "baby im right here im here" I didn't feel anything no tears why? I tried to touch him but nothing....he didn't feel me and I couldn't touch him .....am I no ...I couldn't? I turned around to seeing it the car completely crashed I looked at my body and a long hole was in my neck ...I turned next to Johnny to seeing along pointy stick that ...that's how I died? oh god I closed my eyes. And the pain returned I screamed "NOOOOO NOOOO STOP IT NOOO!!" I turned around to seeing two ...doors they looked more like portals ...one was bright the other was dark. out of no where i see something come out of each door...and angel with long white wings and a dark creature came out the other...the angel came up to me " Ashley Jesus/god awaits your welcome ...shall we go now?" the dark creature appears right next to me " you know Ashley Satan awaits for you as well.." he wisped to my ear the angel gave me his hand "Ashley come"

before I new it the dark creature was starting to pull me in "NOOO NOO LET ME GO!!" the angle did only one thing "god will always forgive" he said to me as he faded away. Next thing I know my body is half way thought the dark hole ..."no please" I begged and pleaded no but he was not there for me.

You know my whole life had been nothing but hate from my own father he hated me...and for ever what reason he had how was it my fault? But now that am dead 

People say this "ooh poor poor Ashley she was a good girl"  

Now all that was true until the day of my death I was with the man that I truly love and cared about for the first time in my life but soon it all faded once I died...June 14, 1999 it may be a long time ago  

But once i got dragged into hell everything changed...I died, I lost the love of my life, and now I work for the devil him self.. 

once I died god came for me but just as him the devil came looking for me as well ..now I have nothing else to lose right? 

once I was dragged into hell Satan gave me a choice..."you know Ashley you can see your precious little Johnny again and all the times you want every day" at first I was completely socked buy what he wanted to give me for the devil is never that generous "and what do you want your oh so gracious" I said sarcastically and hissed it right to his  

face " ohm Ashley ...you young and pathetic humans are nothing but ..how would I put this stupid" he said with a big smile in his face.  

"what do you want?" he a append right in front of me "its quite simple little one ..you can see your precious little Johnny every day for the rest of his life....but everyday you will have a new body and buy that I mean you will be taking over who ever you want but they have to be in my list of death...and at the end of the day ...you will kill your self" my eyes widen in fear everyday having to relive that pain that horrible pain of death??! no never " NO!" I yelled to him next thing I know we were back on earth  

and Johnny was crying over my grave " oh please Ashley I hope you are okay??" I ran to be next to him but he just kept getting farther and farther and I looked back and Satan had me on a leashes "LET ME GO!!!" I struggled to get out of his hold but nothing ..."you see Ashley all I want from you is one thing and you can be with your dear love all you want" 

one thing? it must not be to much to ask right ? and I get to see my Johnny all I want. every day and no I cant what if they are innocent people! Ashley try and get your head back...think! "you know Ashley I have been waiting for you some time now...and I glad you came to join me here...either way you had no other choice.." wait he has been waiting for me "what do you mean you have been waiting for me?" next thing I know he is right begird me whispering in my ear " yes Ashley I been waiting for you since the day of your existence in fact I created you I placed you and that woman's womb you are nothing more than my mire creation...and the day you were born you were forever dammed to sooner or later be with me...and here you are all grown up. I am solo proud" tears where running down my check "you lie!!!i am with god and for ever I will be!!" he started to laugh and next thing I know he scared my face with his forever marking "DONT YOU EVER! now tell me this Ashley don't you think if you were gods child he would have come for you buy now...he would have saved your soul..." I got to my knees and shake my head I wisped to my self " no has lying to you Ashley don't listen! he is nothing but the pure devil" he appeared right in front of me and lifted me up buy my chin" Ashley haven't you ever wondered why your father hated you or why your mother never survived your birthday. get to the clues honey you are mine you always have been and now you must go to your destine and serve me and yet win your precious little Johnny back" he said in a smile that seemed to never fade...how could this be!? no it couldn't has is the devil he always lies to any one and when ever he wants he is no man to keep his word he is a thing...he shake me and brought me close to him "now tell me how are you to join god my deer if you were never baptized during your life ...and I made sure of it" I struggled to get out of his hold but nothing he didn't even seem to struggle a bit..."don't you see my dearly Ashley you are part of no religion but mine and that welcomes you here more my dear "he said putting me down and now touching me seductively I tried to pull my self away but its as if I were frozen and I couldn't move or speak "oh Ashley you are so beautiful and I created you...I added your blue eyes and your blond hair and your body pooh your body is quite seducing I placed my most amazing works on you Ashley ..."tears now running down my check no please god please I know I am your child and I will always be I was dragged down here and now this no I cant do this.."yes Ashley and I have to say you did a better job your self in killing your mother as I was..." my eyes widen I fear and I struggled even harder to just tell him this "LIE!!" he sis nothing but laugh at me witch angered me more this thing (he is no man) will do anything to have my soul and I shall not give into his temptation..."think about it Ashley ..tell me don't you think your Johnny misses you dearly??"