Naamkarann 2 (AvNeil Ki Nayi Dastaan)

Episode 20 (Confession)

Neils pov

I was sleeping when suddenly I heard a harsh noise of something falling on the floor....
I got up immediately just to witness Avni standing near the centre table....and she was finding it difficult to stand...and was feeling quite weak and dizzy....to which I got panicked immediately

I noticed a glass of water fallen on the floor

I immediately ran to her...to get hold of her....as she was about to fall due to weakness

Pov ends..

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Neil kept his one hand around Avni's waiste...and another one on her shoulder to support her and to protect her from falling
"Avni.....tum theek ho....he got worried

Avni was feeling dizzy
"I...I am fi...fine Neil.....she said with much difficulty

"Idhar aao...come....he took her to her bed...and made her lie down....

He get some water for her in another glass...as the earlier one got broken

She drinks water and looked into Neils eyes......in which she could clearly see his growing anger

Neil took the glass back from her and kept it aside

Avni got scared seeing anger in his eyes...as she knew what is coming her way...

"Maine kaha tha na....kaha tha na ki mujhe utha lena agar kuch bhi chahiye ho...To fir....to fir kyu nhi uthaya...Bolo....?he began scolding her

Tumhe pta hai na tum is condition me nhi ho to fir kyu apne aap uthke gyi......kyu hmesha apne aap ko takleef deti ho.....or mujhe hurt krti ho.....

Avni felt very bad and she was unable to look straight into his eyes..

Main tha na yha pe....mujhe keh skti thi...lekin NHI tumhe to apni karni hoti hai......
Kaise tum itni careless ho sakti ho...Bolo....I am asking you.....

Agar kuch..kuch ho jaata to...."

And here he bursted with anger on her..... scolding her for her utter carelesness with her health......which was more of his concern

Avni : Neil...I...I am so sorry...Please gussa mat kro.....she tried to explain her point.....
Main tumhe pareshan nhi krna chahti thi Neil....Tum...tum already itne tired the..isiliye I thought not to wake you up....

.....to maine socha main... main....khudse...le...le....skti hu.....and she looked down unable to meet his gaze

Neil turned more angry
: Right...tum mujhe pareshan nhi krna chahti thi....
Tum janti ho Avni.....tumne mujhe is waqt kitna hurt kiya hai ye kehke.....

FINE....tum sab khud kr skti ho na....Then do by yourself only......Main nhi krunga kuch.
...or abse.... main kuch nhi kahunga tumhe...
Afterall......WHO AM I TO YOU....
he looked into her eyes with pain....and they shared an eyelock for few seconds
I have no right to say anything to you Avni.....because I am...I am no'one to you....
Then fine....I will stay away.....Tum kro jo tumhe accha lge....he said with much painful heart....having heavy tears in his eyes

No doubt Avni's careless act and her words hurted him badly

He felt that she does not consider him worthy to take help from....

He felt that she don't trust him for anything ..

More than angry...he was now upset with her....