I can not believe this
I can not believe my heart
That it is you that I miss
Right from the start
Please can you miss me ?
Can you atleast pretend to care
Can you not see
That my heart was not yours to share
I miss your smile , laugh and your voice
But most of all I miss those cold blue eyes
But it is not like I had a choice
It's not like I knew that you were telling me lies
I believed every single word spoken
And the insults fell upon deaf ears
All the time I was hopin'
That we could become more over the years
You the one with hair as red as fire
Is the one that I miss so dearly
You ... The one who gave me the desire
To live this life freely
You have become my deepest heartache
You caused me a lot of pain
I realise now that you r kindness was fake
And that my heart was just a game
It is really a shame
Since I thought you were the one
Who would stay the same
But like all the rest , in the blink of an eye you were gone
I became what I feared the most
My body became the shell
And my monster the host
Slowly letting my soul rot in hell
Beside me I hear you scream
Yet I stay silent
I hear you pleed
And I begun to get a dull ache
Of where my heart used to be
(A/N)
Thanks for the reads you guys are awesome!
This is my work and I will not tolerate it if it has been taken from me. If it was not written by me I will put the name of the Author at the end of the poem.
