IT RAN TOO DEEP

Author Notes ~~

This is a oneshot story I longed to write. Please enjoy even when this story might make you cry because I’ll already tell you, the ending to this story is still uncertain. I don’t what will happen to me, to us. Maybe there’s no us but still I want you to know this part of my story. I’m mostly sharing, so don’t wonder that I’m not using names.

And this story is entitled …

Exactly what I feel ..

IT RAN TOO DEEP

Classes just began when it happened, a twist o fate that led our friendship to the deepest parts of enmity and hate. We were best friends, were. But now we are not even friends.

It was my fault really. I humiliated him in front of everyone. I’m not even gonna tell you what I did but apparently, to him. What I did was unforgivable. After that he constantly glared at me. Emphasizing that we are no longer friends and he hates me. He even made codenames for me so that he can use it to refer to me when he is talking about me. Cruel codenames,  I obviously got the message and hated him back for what he is doing to me. But mind you I didn’t give up. I said sorry tried to reach him. Just as I do every time we have small fights before. But I can’t reach him. I didn’t reach him. What I did ran too deep, too deep for our relationship to be restored again.

So he continued to hate me and I hate him.

But apparently the term I used is wrong. Yes, he hates me but it’s the fact that I love him after all what he did that makes me hate him.  I just realized his importance now that he’s gone. He was more than a friend, always more than a best friend. He was family. A brother. That’s why I love him.

There, hope you liked it. And I hope you realized that there are different kinds of love and this is strong brotherly love. That I never had. I nearly owned it but again I lost it. It really ran too deep. The pain I caused him.