Top Student -- BTS Min Yoongi FanFic

Chapter Thirty-Nine

Seon's POV

My feet had always taken me to the fountain, no matter what circumstance I found myself in. Whether it was receiving a good score on an exam, failing a test, bad news at home... Hearing the water fall, seeing light reflect and shine off of the water aid in reflection. 

Never would I have thought I would be sitting like the thinking man, trying to get a grip on reality. 

I was thankful for everything Yoongi and everyone else had done for me. Still am. But what was confusing the most was trying to understand the motives behind it. Were they pitying me? Or only caring for themselves?

The water's cascading sound replied back lamely. 

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After a hundred and eighty minutes of staring at the ground and thinking, it was finally time to go back. It may have been childish of me to run off, but if I were to have stayed, I would've lost my mind or done something that I would later regret. 

The door shut and clicked quietly behind me. Inside, it was silent. Dead silent. The only audible thing was the heating quicking on and rumbling. The boys must've gone their own ways or went out. 

Was Yoongi home?

I slipped off my shoes and stepped onto the cold marble flooring, peeking around the living room and the kitchen. 

Oh, what the hell. I knew where he was. Feeling anxious and nervous made me tip-toe around the house just to occupy time and avoid confrontation. But I knew I needed to talk to him. Whether we are able to sort things out, or... I don't know. I just didn't want to be awkward around anybody. These people, Yoongi, Namjoon, Hoseok, Taehyung, Jin, Jungkook, and Jimin were like family now. I didn't want to lose another over something like this. 

When I arrived at in front of his door, I felt paralyzed. How did he feel now? After my sudden rush out the door? Did his feelings change?

There was only one way to find out. 

I pushed the door open and immediately spotted him on his balcony, sitting down with his legs dangling off the edge between the fence. It was like he was waiting. Upon hearing the door open, his head turned over. 

His face, illuminated by the moonlight, looked troubled. His eyes were narrowed, and if I were a stranger, I would have mistaken it as being annoyed. He looked heartbroken.

As I started to approach him and before I could even sit down, he already began to ramble, "Seon, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done anything that made you feel uncomfortable-" 

"What exactly did you do to make me uncomfortable?" I huffed as I sat down and glanced at him. He blinked and bit his lip, already twirling with the lip ring as a nervous habit. 

"I...I knew Namjoon liked you and I still couldn't help myself," he said after a silence. 

"So, you're saying that liking me is a mistake? That you shouldn't have kissed me and confessed to me?" 

His eyes went wide and red flushed across his cheeks, "no!" 

I shrugged and watched the city lights flicker, "then you shouldn't be sorry." 

I didn't give him time to reply. Instead, I built up all my courage and shut my eyes, drawing my hands to cover my face. 

"I like you too. Everything you do is either cute, caring or entrancing to me. Even if what you did was a jerk move, even Namjoon, I can't deny my feelings." 

It felt like an eternity when Yoongi could finally respond, but it was probably only two minutes at the most. 

"So you're not mad?" 

I rubbed my forehead, "I'm still kinda upset. I need to talk to Namjoon still." 

"Thank you." 

I glanced back up at Yoongi, confused. 

"Thank you for being patient with me. And understanding." 

And like I hadn't let him finish his sentence before, his hand was on my jaw in a flash, the other on the base of my back. 

His lips were on mine, and although they were cold, they were soft. Almost eager and reassuring. I could feel him sigh into the kiss, and felt myself melt in the embrace. 

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whew guys i know some of you may have been worried but finally heres a chapter... its not the end yet... i will be working on finishing this up so you guys can rest easy. 

final exam week is coming up fellas.... im not ready

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