My name is Patrice

Wow

16/8/14

So it in Monday will be a month an 2 weeks since sonisphere, it doesn't feel that long at all. I don't want it to be that long either, yes had a good time but still feel a bit empty as to what happened and why, which is common... The people are great surrounding great just something was lacking :/

16/8/14

Contd

So with a flash of a magic wand from earlier I am with Matt, his friend *( who don't like me for me and want me to be 'normal' ) they make me think about my previous jobs, predominantly paintballing.

I worked as a Marshall for Pb for a bit of time, minimum wage to get shot at an bullied. that is not why I write this tho, we are watching the football and it lasts 45mins same as a 'round' in Pb thinking about it, tis do able but actually not... this is coz many things but mainly people and how they act an thier sluggishness. getting criticised for being punctual when workin with the public is one of the hardest things to happen, it never ends up good.

My main problem interlinks with current job however, they tell you. 2 rounds (10 each way) intro, an everything back to base is meant to last 45. it is so similar to what I do now where every 10 contacts you are meant to make a lead, and all the time from both companies you are told this is handed down experience, to which is fine but never actual proof comes through! all I ask is to show and prove this and myself and my team will be happy and content with not earning enough *( lol as if, people are greedy)*

That is all I have to day on the. Matter atm, hopefully I may change my mind in future