I wanna move on so bad
But leaving those memories behind is so hard
I wanna hear your voice so bad sometimes
I'm sorry if I ever seem annoying
I'm just obsessed with u and I don't wanna show it
I don't wanna talk to anyone but you
I don't wanna think about anyone but you
I don't wanna spend my time with anyone else but u
My memories of us will always hurt me Becuase Ik they're only gonna be memories and I hate it
You seem happy without me and it hurts
I wish you would show me that it hurts
But I wanna see u happy
And with me
Happy is the only thing I wanna be
All of this
All of this sad shit I go through I wish you could see it
But you can't and that what hurts me
Because I wanna cry on your shoulder once more
And be able to talk to u once more
But I can't and I can't
I need to move on but I can't
I act happy and ok but I'm not at all
I wish you can be the reason why I can be smiling everyday again
I love u and I mean it
Because I can't feel this with anyone else
I don't wanna either
Your the reason why I'm not punching walls
You're the reason why I wasn't fucking crying anymore
And you gave meaning to my life and I couldn't Thank you enough
I fucked up and I wish I could've been better
I wish I could've been there and there everyday to hug you when you're sad and mad
I wanna make u laugh and look at you when you're smiling
I want all theses things but there gone
For someone else to share
I guess your can just say I'm jealous of what I can't have
But when haven't I been
I want you
And only u
I hate my ex
And I wish u did too
Cus I wish I could blame you for liking him still
I can't
I really did want you to be the one
I really did
And I fought it so much
I wish you would understand
I wish you could
I can't go without u and it's sad
Ik you can see I'm lonely
And I hate it
Cus when u tell me if I have anything to do
I don't
U became part of my routine and I ignored everything
And everyone
Talking everyday is something we I wish we could've done
And it would be fun
I hope it would to u too
And I'm not over u and Ik u want me to be
I wish u can explain to me
What u want
What it is I can do be yours
What I can do to be there for u
I'll do anything
But I won't move on
I don't want too
I wouldn't be able to
I love you
I do
I really do
Cus when I see a text from u my heart drops and I get so happy
But when I text u back Ik ill have to wait
And it's fine
I just wish we talked like we use too
I miss it and it horrible to me
But I can't change it
All I can do is watch u grow away from me
And I know I won't even have a Gm in the morning
Just a blank wallpaper saying hi to me in the morning
I wish I had the will to show u how I feel
But I don't
Maybe one day
But I hate to show u that I'm sad still
Because I want you to move in first
And I want you to tell me
So I know where to be
And move on and be myself again
But I like you a lot and I wanna say it 1 million times
I want you
I want you
I want you
So bad
And I could write fo ever but I'm gonna stop here
Please
Please one more shot
Please
I just wanna call you one more time before we stop being close 💜 please one more talk ,
one more ....
