You suck. I hate you so much. Why have you chosen me? I'm the happy girl, I was my whole life. I don't understand you sometimes, why you play your mind games like you do. I wish I never met you. You've made me to unspeakable things to myself. I don't get how you're so hard to get away from. You've wrapped your arms around me so tight it's getting hard to breathe. I can't speak, I can't think. H e l p. You've grown from a kindle to a massive fire, killing everything in your path, with no hesitations. So FUCK YOU from the bottom of my heart. Do you really think I can take you much longer? You make me sick. I wish I could slip out of your grip but you're really holding tight. You've seeped into my skin, annihilated my mind. You've ruined my self perception, you've brought me nothing but dissent and I resent you for that. Oh the things I wish you could understand. I wish you could understand how deadly and contagious you are. I wish you could understand the racing thoughts you bring and how manipulative you are. I really wish I could just pull you out. No matter what I do, you always find your way back to me. Please release me and everyone else you're fucking suffocating. Your graveyard sure is expanding, how much more do you want? Release us.
