I saw a shadow. Is that Joe?
When I got a little closer I saw who it was.
Caspar's pov**
"Caspar, what is wrong with you! Why would you even come to this part of town?! What were you thinking!"
I did not want to listen to him scold me like a child right now.
"That's exactly the problem, you weren't thinking Caspar. Why would you even need to get out of the house? What was going SO wrong in your life that you needed to leave?!"
Okay he doesn't know jack, he can't talk to me like that!
"You Joe! That's what was going so wrong! You continuously hurt me!"
"Cas, I... I had no idea.."
"Yeah.. You never do.." I chuckled humorlessly.
"What do you mean..?"
"What I mean is you hurt me then walk away! Yet I'm an idiot and forgive you! I always give you a second chance! And do you know why?! Because I'm in love with you! Even if I wanted to hate you I couldn't! I'm just that pathetic.." By the end tears clouded my eyes.
"I think you need to rest.." Joe put his hand on my shoulder guiding me back home.
I ripped my shoulder away from his hand.
"DON'T."
"Cas.. Just come on." He said grabbing my wrist.
I pulled away.
"I SAID DON'T! THAT MEAN DON'T TOUCH ME!"
"Why! Why are you being like this Caspar?!"
"Leave me alone.."
And with that said I ran the rest of the way home.
I quickly searched my pocket for the key. I shoved it in the lock. I locked the door and walked down to my room. I flopped down on the bed. I remembered all the memories with Joe on this bed. Good memories. Bad memories. All of them.
I heard the front door unlock. I grabbed. The duvet and threw it over me, trying to cover my whole body.
Footsteps approached my room. Moments later my bed dipped.
"Can we talk?"
I closed my eyes tight holding back tears.
"Cas.. Please.. I know I'm the last person you want to see right now, but please.."
I pulled the duvet back enough to reveal my head. He looked intensely into my eyes. Not this again..
He leaned down.
Oh god.. Oh my god.. Is he going to kiss me?!
Please Joe! Just do it an get it over with!
When he was an inch from my face he broke eye contact and looked at my lips, then back to my eyes.
Is he seriously waiting for me to give the okay?
"Just kiss me Joe."
And he did. As soon as his lips touched mine I immediately responded.
We kissed for about 2 minutes, not that I'm counting or anything.. Before he pulled away. He smiled.
He actually smiled! Does he like me back?!!
Okay that was a dumb question. He obviously has to like me a little at least otherwise he would have kissed me!
I smiled back at him. Then he frowned.
He it comes ; 'That was a mistake'.
Maybe he won't say that, But maybe he will..
"What does this make us, Cas?"
I sighed in relief.
"What?" Joe asked curiously.
"I thought you were going to tell me it was a mistake.."
"Not after your love confession.. I wouldn't play you babe. You are my best friend after all.."
Ouch.
"I mean.. I didn't.. You.. You mean more to me than a best friend to me."
"I know.. It's fine Joe. I love you."
He smiled
"I know."
"Don't you have anything to say to me? Besides 'I know'?"
"I like you, Cas.. I'm not in love with you. Yet."
Yet.
"So, Cas.. Will you.. Uh.. Will you.. Will you be my boyfriend?" He scratched the back of his neck nervously.
"Of course Joe!"
And that's how this all begun.
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A/n I hope you guys like this chapter.. I'm not sure how I felt about it. But I wanted them to get together in either this chapter or the next one.
I think I should be more active with you guys! So at the end of the chapters I would appreciate if you would tell me what you liked and disliked.
On another note, Have you guys heard TRXYE yet? If you don't know what it is, its Troye Sivan's album an it's amazing!! I'm in love I listen to it literally on repeat with some other songs of course! Comment your favorite song(s) from the album!
Mine are Touch, Happy little pill, and fun. I like the other 2 but these are just my favs.
Okay well till next time!!
Byee!! I love you guys sooo much! xxx
