a letter to daddy

hey daddy its me your daughter your oldest the one that's identical to you do you remember me how are you . I am fine if you asked but I know you haven't most likely you either ripped this letter to pieces or haven't opened it if you have this Is what i wanted you know that I love but also hate . why couldn't you love me treat me like your own am I not your blood we look alike carry the same blood but what is it am I not the right colour or is it my hair texture why don't you love me yeah I know your saying am a grown ass woman but daddy why I am your daughter why do you hate me because my older sister died at birth and we look alike guess what daddy if that's the reason she died and I lived am alive do you not want to be apart of my life or your grandkids lives do you know what I been through the pain I endured do you not care that I allow men to use me do you not care I had my innocence taken from me where were you a bar or on top of some woman do you not understand that I chase a man that treats me like shit just to hear him say I love you he beats me daddy I ended up in the hospital why couldn't you love me I blame you daddy