Through pain comes love

Your not sorry

"Your not sorry you did it, your sorry I found out" Klaus almost shouted, Damon tried to speak but klaus cut him of "don't try to deny it, I stood there and watched as you kissed her, I watched as you took her in your arms and smiled, I saw the look on your face when you finally seen me and it wasn't guilt, or hurt or sadness no it was none of those emotions it was denial, annoyance and something that I honestly couldn't read."

"You don't care you broke my heart, you don't care that no matter what I've told you and what you know about me you still went and did it. You know what I feel so stupid for believing that you would actually pick me over her, I wish I could go back to the day I met you and just walk away. Because honestly, it would've saved me so much hurt and pain" Klaus finally finished.

Damon stood there speechless not knowing what to say or do, they stood like that for a while in silence, Klaus scoffed and was about to walk away but Damon finally spoke "I am sorry, I should've told you how I felt, I'm in love with you but it will always be Elena and no matter how much she hurts me or fucks with me it will always be her. I can't stop it I can't stay away from her, she will always be my first choice no matter how much I wish I could change I just can't" Damon whispered.

Klaus stopped and turned around "you should've thought about that before you went and made me fall in love with you" Klaus replied before walking away.

Damon made his way home slowly, after a while he finally made it home, he walked through the front door and found Elena sat by the fire with a glass in her hand, "how did it go?" She slowly Damon sat down next to her "I told him that I'm in love with him but you will always be my first choice and no matter how much you hurt me I just can't stop picking you."

Elena didn't say anything, she turned away from him and they both just sat in silence after about 20 minuets Elena finally spoke "you only want me because I look like Kathrine, you only protect me to make Stefan happy, you fool yourself into loving me because it's easier then putting yourself out there with klaus. You need to stop pretending and do something for yourself, be with klaus because he understands you better than any of us, be with him because you love him and he loves you" Elena stated softly.

Damon looked at her for a while just thinking about what she said, "Elena" he started softy "we both know that most of that isn't true, but i guess you are right in some ways but it's too late, I cheated on him, I knew he was insecure about me and you an I completely betrayed him, Klaus is a better person then I first thought and he deserves better, I can't go running back to him after the things I said it wouldn't be right for either of us" Damon explained sadly.

Elena pulled him into a hug "I'm sorry" she whispered running her fingers through his hair, Damon didn't reply he just sat there.

Klaus sat in his room in New Orleans not even focusing on what he was drawing he just let his hand move on its own, he sat there letting every memory about Damon float through his head.

'Nick your going to get me burnt' Damon said laughing, Klaus didn't reply he just tightened his arms that were around Damon's waist he rested his head on Damon's shoulder and yawed 'what are you making?' He asked tiredly 'I'm making you pancakes' he replied with a smile, Klaus kissed him on cheek before moving and sitting down at the table 'well I don't want to distract you' he replied with a smirk.

'Nick I know we haven't said it yet but I really do love you' Damon stated looking at the floor terrified about the way Klaus was going to react, instead of being kicked out of the house like he expected he was pulled into a strong chest 'I love you too' Klaus replied so softly Damon almost didn't hear him, Damon pulled back slightly and smiled a smiled so bright Klaus thought that it could light up the world, hearing those words from Damon made him feel something he couldn't even explain.

Klaus shut his eyes and took a deep breath and tried to think about something else, he stood up and grabbed a drink before sitting back down again, he sipped his drink and finally took a look at what he drew, the drawing was of Damon, he drew Damon from the first time that Damon told him he loved him, when klaus looked at it he felt so many different emotions wash over him he wanted to scream.

Elijah stood at the door and watched his brother, he didn't know what to say or do, after a few minuets of watching his brother look like he was about to kill someone he finally walked in making his presence known, "Nick why don't you go talk to him?" Elijah asked getting straight to the point.

"There's no point, he cheated on me, he'd always pick her before me even after he said he loved me, I gave him my heart and broke it why would I go talk to him when he doesn't care about me?" Klaus replied letting out some of his frustration.

Elijah looked at him sadly "If that's the way you feel I'm not going to make you talk to him, but bottling up all these emotions won't be good for you. You should speak to him even if it's to yell at him" Elijah stated gently.

"I will at some point just not now, right now I just need some time alone to think" Klaus said looking at the drawing that laid on the table, "look like you acting all mature" Elijah joked trying to lighten the mood, Klaus chuckled "thank you."

So I'm going to do a part 2 to this at some point hope you enjoyed it.