Staring into space,
With tears running down my face.
The stars are glistening,
While my heart began beating.
Pounding faster and faster,
"What you tryna do?"
"Nothing I said."
"You asked for a charger and that was it."
I have nothing on but a night gown.
No panties,
No bra,
He pinned me down
And stuck it in raw.
At this moment,
I'm whispering
"Stop"
Getting louder and louder
As he push deeper and deeper
He laughing and telling me "shut up"
I try pushing him off
But he's too strong
Coming upstairs with no panties on
You may say I was wrong.
Footsteps creeping up the stairs
He jumped up, put his dick back in his pants
I ran downstairs, tears filling my eyes
It's 12:00am
No one can hear my cries.
Turning on the water,
As it runs down my spine.
Flashbacks appearing
As I scrub harder.
Tears running down my face.
I feel like a disgrace,
I feel disgusting and worthless.
My worst fear to ever happen
Was always getting raped.