What is This? (One Direction FanFiction)

Chapter one

One Direction

The only words that have been coming out of my mouth for the past three months. The band I did two months of chores for. The only thing I wanted for my senior year graduation.

And here I was, at the ONE DIRECTION concert in Rye, Pensilvania, the most deserted place next to Atlantis, but you can get to us in a plane ride.

The community was small and everyone knew each other. So gossip flew like a wild fire, burning up to anyone with ears. This concert was the biggest thing to happen to this town since, I don't know, maybe the wheel.

I was so excited with my dad and what he did. I got seats so close to the stage I could practically touch them. I was trying to enjoy Zayn's solo when my phone went off. The girl next to me gave me a look that could kill. "DIRECTIONATOR!" she screamed and I rolled my eyes.

My stupid phone! I pulled it out and silenced it and put it back in my hoodie pocket. I looked back up at the world's biggest boyband, and I clapped and cheered.

Liam and Louis started answering tweets and I remembered back to the first time I ever heard of them.

"And this is One Direction with 'What Makes you Beautiful." The number one song in America." The radio said as Anna and I started to jam out to the beginning cow bells.

"That was amazing!" I exclaimed and Anna nodded.

"I think I just found my new favorite song!" She yelled over the car stereo.

"I think this is my new favorite band!"

They were so good and it seemed as if Harry was looking right at me. No, I doubt it, and he probably looks at a lot of people, like regular humans do. I thought I was crazy until he gave me a wave.

Shit

My heart was racing like a hummingbird when he started his solo in What Makes You Beautiful, because he was looking right at me. I was about to wave back when My phone buzzed and I took it out. Of course I put my phone on vibrate instead, how originally Jules of me. The girl next to me gave me an "Are you kidding me." look, but I didn't blame her.

 I had about five missed calls from my best friend Anna and one text from her. She knows that I'm at a freaking one direction concert, heck, she helped me bribe my parents for the tickets.

"Mr. Foresce, I really think you should allow Jules to go to the concert. She's been raising up the money for over a year now and she was so excited." Anna said, my Parents always had a soft spot for her.

"Juliette, is that true?" my dad asked. He was the only one home because my mom was probably out, doing who knows what. She was never home, and never faithful, but my dad didn't care, he still loved her, though he deserved better.

"Yes, it's true I really want to go to that concert! Please please please?!?"

"Well,alright you can go, but you have to drive yourself because i'll be working late."

Always working late, always driving in the dark.

I opened up the message from Anna to see what was so freaking important she had to interrupt Harry Styles.

To: Jules

Jules, I love you so much and I didn't want to have to say this over text message, but you had to know, it is your father and all. Ok, so he was driving back to work like he always did, but this time there was a drunk driver and he tailgated your dad's car. The drunk driver was fine, but your dad flew out of the windshield and didn't make it. I'm so sorry and this is all too much and I know you're at a One Direction Concert but I couldn't just keep this from you. I hope that you will be okay, and please call me.

-Anna

My phone slipped between my fingers as I was registering what just happend, well that was definitely more important then Harry Styles.

I bent down to get my phone tears started to fall. I usually wasn't a crier, but I couldn't hold them in.

I grabbed my phone and started to run out of the arena. Everyone was staring at me probably think a) shes so excited she's here she's bawling, or b)she's crazy. I ran out the doors, past the consession stand, and past the other, glass doors and just leant my head against the nearest wall. It was litely drizzling do I put my hood up.

I banged my head against the back wall as the tears fell freely. This was all happening too fast. ONe minute Harry is waving at me, and the next my father is dead. Why didn't the hospital alert me, why couldn't my dad just stay home tonight?

Why was everyone I love leaving me?

This isn't fair, my father was the only person who every understood me, and now I'm all alone in a world of clueless people. I feel like my world is just spiraling down into the pits of hell and the world is just watching me. First Elyse, then my dad, Everyone who has effected me in life, s gone like wind.

Why me, why now, I did nothing, now I know Karma is a bitch, because it hits you when you have happiness, when you did no harm to anyone, when you finally move on.Why is only my mom left? She was never here for me, or us.

I wish that I could trade lives with anyone, I don't care who. Someone so I could burden my life onto complete strangers, and  I could be happy. I wiped up all the tears and tried to push myself back up, but I didn't have the strength.  I didn't have the strength to do anything really.

I sat there and drowned in self pity. They say it isn't good to pity yourself, but I'm sure at this moment they will make an exception.

I was probably sobbing for a good ten minutes before I heard the glass doors open and shut.