The Roommates (Louis Tomlinson.)

Going Away

'Im almost done packing.' I yell from my bedroom. Today was the day I'm getting on a plane to Africa and my arms don't feel so well since I have received dozens of shots to just be in the continent. And to protect myself from viruses. After two weeks in Ghana, I'm flying down to South Africa to spend the rest of my trip in some what peace. Even though there isn't much peace since my conversation with Louis. The last time I talked to him in four days. I really hope he isn't being a coward and giving up since I won't be here. I don't think I could ever give myself up to him. Why should a coward knight deserve to rescue the maiden? He wouldn't make it past the dark forest and the dragon. He can't chicken out on me though. And I don't know if I'm still going through with my plan on winning him back. He walked out on me. Even though I was being a selfish bastard and not talking to him. God, maybe I should be the knight in this battle. Louis would make a fair maiden. And I'm sure as he'll not scare of a stupid forest and a coloured scale Dragon who can somehow breathe out fire and not burning it's own insides. Maybe my week in South Africa can help me decide what I should do. I'm really scared about going to Africa, I know I'm going to cry at the sight of those poor children. It's just not fair. They deserve so much more and I think im helping them by building an education centre. I'm sure they would make more use of it then the kids in England. The kids here just throw spit balls at the others and sleep. There's going to be a lot of flying. And I'm not really wanting to sit on multiple planes.

I have to take a plane to Italy then to Ghana then after Ghana, I have to fly to Cameroon, take another flight to Zimbabwe and then take a train to South Africa. Fucking exhausting as it is to think it all out. And then I have to do it all over again just going back home. But I think instead of going to from Cameroon to Ghana, I'm going from Congo and then fly to Tunisia and then take a boat to Italy, and from Italy back to England. God damn.. I'm done with thinking. My life feels already ruined by over thinking. It's going to take me almost a week to get home.

At least I'm staying at the beach in South Africa, or else I would be dead. I think a beach would be the best place to be right now. Relax on the shore and think my life over.

I'm going to be alone also. But it's too late to bring anyone because all the shots and the passport and packing and I'm leaving now. Shit. Why didn't I think to bring someone? Kelsey would want to stay with Harry, since they are leaving for tour again. Spending 4 months in America. I haven't been there but Tyler said that whenever I decide to come, his place is always a home for me. Or some shit like that.

I packed the last of my suit case and shuffled downstairs. Throwing my carry on around my shoulders, I carry my overweight suitcase down the stairs. Where the hell is Harry to help me?

'You ready Cass?' Harry announced by the stairs, just as I make it to the last steps.

'Were you here the whole time?'

'Well, I got there when you were half way down. It was funny to see you struggle.' He laughed. I pushed his shoulder in a joking and a hurtful way. I hope it hurt because he's an asshole.

Kelsey was already waiting by the door, like the bitch was ready for me to leave. She helped me with my things as I walk towards her. She's more of a gentleman than Harry. But of course Harry takes it from her so she won't hurt herself even though tomorrow, I'm building a school. But yet, I don't get help. Fucking thanks Harry.

'Im going to miss you so much.' Kelsey hugs me once we were out the door.

'Im not leaving yet.' I laughed, hugging her side.

'I know but three weeks is so long and I don't want to be alone with Harry for so long.' She says, making Harry gasp.

'But babe! I thought you loved me.' He says in a jokingly shocking manner.