"It's the end for me.."
How did this end up in Urnzo his head?.
Lets go back..from this wreck.
Urnzo went each Saturday to ICT lessons. There was a girl named Crystal, which whom he had a project together. He used to talk a lot with her. Funny how a project brings people together. Slowly he began to catch feelings for her, but he knows she gets played by his friend.
He told her one day what is going on and he begged his friend to give her to him. He did. Urnzo was so happy. He couldn't believe it was real. But Crystal was sad..broken and so was Urnzo a little broken too.. but he has to fix her.. he didn't hesitate and forgot his pain and fixed her by loving her with all his heart made her smile..kept her happy. It was the first time Urnzo ever loved someone like that..
One day he asked her a question.
Hey babe?
Yeah Urnzo?
Are you sure you're happy with me Crystal?
Why wouldn't I babe?
He blushes.. and feels all warm and fuzzy inside. The next day he brought Crystal to the mall. They had a long walk, talked about life, talked about their future. Talked about their ups and downs, and he broke in tears. "She is the one". That is all that went through his head and loved her like that every day of his life.
One day Urnzo had to go. "I'm leaving for a week babe". As he went on with his family, Crystal was the only thing that sticked on his mind. Blushing..smiling.. oh she doesn't know how much she means to him. When he arrived he told his cousins about "this girl". She was broken..but yeah I will make sure she will smile each day, even though it will hurt me or kill me.
He dreamt every night of her..
He started missing her. He started crying it looked like time was lengthened and he was down for the rest of the days.
The day of return he was so excited." Crystal im home, I missed you so much..I cried" and then boom. "Don't talk to me like im your girlfriend". But you are.."no I'm not anymore Urnzo". "I can't anymore .. school okey.. it's not you". Urnzo was broken but accepted that he stood in the way of her education or atleast that is how he sees it.
Broken..
Down..
Insane.
Everything turned around in his life.
They still were friends but it didn't feel like it anymore.
They promised they will stay with each other..
Everything.. was..
...broken.
After a few months of still talking to her and she promising him she had nobody else ..
He found out she had a new boyfriend.
He couldn't understand it..
How..when..why..
HOW COULD SHE?!?!!.
Mad.. sad..broken he went to bed.
Next day he woke up.. tired..stressed..but calm
He questioned her if she had a other.
...
..
She lied to him saying no..
Why is she lyingggg??!!?!
He told her everything..
She stood shocked..
And told him.
I..don't even know if I love u.. or...
He turned around..
He felt used..
And used was he..
Helping and fixing..to get broken.
Ain't that fun..
For a few days she said sorry..
But only when she needed his help..and then she was off again..
Leaving him broken again..
He just cares to much..
That is his weakness..
Even if he gets used again and again and again..
And helped.her everytime when she needed him..till
He snapped..
Cursed her.
And didn't even know he was busy cursing her..
He wasn't himself..
Its like someone took over.
His heart was broken.
But yet filled with anger..
What is his next move.?..?.
Live life like nun happen.
