Crushed

C H1. Console

From the first I've met you, you were my best friend. My only friend.
But feelings change.
It's just my feelings that changed.
I'm Amelia, Amelia Smith.
And my bestfriend is Brendan Royd.
We've been best friends ever since kindergarten. I always thought "oh he's like family!" Well that's what I used to think...
I like my bestfriend.
He saw me cry over other boys, I talked about my girl problems when I going through them! And he's still here! What a true friend! I never thought I would fall for such feelings for someone like him! But I did!
We still talk like we always do but now that I feel things for him I can't act like I used to.
I want to tell him but what if I ruin our friendship? I don't want that.
I love him...
And He notices if I'm feeling bad or hurt so I can't feel sad or anything around him! I'm stressed and guilty for liking him.
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I looked at my ceiling fan spinning, I tried to count them but it was going to fast for my eyes to count. My alarm goes off and the sun light shines in my room and goes in my eyes.
"Ummm."
I rolled over and got a text from Brendan but I didn't text back.

Idiot ❤️😊💕🤩🤣
Me:oof
Me: I'm going to bed!!1!!1
Brendan: lol goodnight
10:38pm
Brendan: Morning Sunshine!
7:15am read
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I turned it off and rolled over once more.
"I don't wanna today..." I said to myself.
Then I heard my phone ring,
**My boy's being sus', he was shady enough, but now he's just a shadow
My boy loves his friends like I love my splitends, and by that I mean
He cuts 'em off—-**(My Boy from Billie Eilish)
I like the song so I let it ring even though it's Brendan ring tone on my phone.
I get up a little an get my phone and answer it.
"I didn't order a wake up call." I say.
"Morning sleepyhead!" He laughed.
"What do you need? What day is it?"
"It's a school day like yesterday, you do this all the time."
I get out of bed, I put him on speaker and get my skirt and my sweater from my group club.
"Yeah yeah, I'm getting ready." I get the phone and move it to my dresser so I can brush my hair.
"Are you at the bridge?"
"No I'm getting us some breakfast and coffee on the way."
"Yay!" I grabbed my bag and my phone and go down stairs.
"Amelia, good morning sweetie."
I looked over and saw my mom and dad drinking coffee at the dinner table.
"Hi Brendan!" My mom shouts across the room so her voice would make it to the phone.
"Hi Mrs. Smith, Mr.Smith!" He cheered.
I made my way to the kitchen and gave them hugs and a kiss.
"I got to go! Bye!" I ran to door opening it.
"Don't forget to get your scarf! It's cold! Here!" She threw Brendan's scarf and me and mine.
"You don't want breakfast?" My dad asked.
"Brendan got some!" I closed the door without hearing them reply.
"Oof."
"Come on before it gets cold." Now I'm guessing he's already at the bridge.
I ran and my bag jumping up and down on my back.
"Don't fall!" I heard him worrying.
I saw the bridge and him sitting at the bench and already drinking the coffee.
"Hey!!" I yelled.
He looked up from his phone and got up he ran to me and greeted me with a hug.
His hug was warm.
"M-morning!" I was put breathe and my face was red from running, good thing so he couldn't see me blush.
"Here I already drunk my part." He gave me the coffee.
"Is it caramel?"
"Yep."
"Yay."
He started to eat half a bagel, he handed me the other half.
"You're not wearing your club sweater." I pouted.
"It was dirty because of yesterday you spilled milk on me." He sighed.
"Oh here." I gave him the scarf.
"Thanks... plus." He hit me in the back not hard but enough.
"Ow! Hey! Why?"
"You left me out in the cold for a long time!"
"Well sorry!"
He laughed and pulled me in his arms.
"Idiot..." I whispered.
We started talking about random stuff until we saw the school.
All the other students were walking and talking to their huge group of friends but for Me and Brendan we only hung out with each other sometimes our club members on the days we meet.

The chilly air swept across the cross, Brendan shivered.
"Winters coming." I told him, it was already fall and the leafs on the trees were dying away.
The beautiful colors flew around and the sky bright yellow and pink.
"Morning." The students in our class greeted us.
We got to our seats and class started.

During lunch Brendan had to go help with his project.
I walked alone in the hall, girls in my grade looked and laughed at me.
"Hey Amelia! Where's your pet?" They laughed.
"He's not a pet!"
"Then what is he?"
Their was one that stood out, she was tall but I didn't see her face very well.
She whispered in their ears and they stopped.
I looked down and walked off to court yard and went to the bench.

"Brendan I- love you..."
I practiced saying it to myself so I can tell him.
It started snowing.
My hair moved into my face as I looked down.
"Hmm.."
I heard a door open into the court yard.
Brendan.
"Hey what are doing?"
"Nothing."
"Class is about to start." He felt my head.
"You're freezing! Come on let's go inside before you catch a cold!" He grabbed my hand and pulled me in.
"Yeah.."

The school day was already over and we was already walking home.
"I can walk myself home you know." I told him.
"I know but I just wanna see you off." He smiled.
We both stopped and he was waiting for a hug.
"I'll see you tomorrow at the bridge." I told him. I crashed into him and we always hug before we leave.
"Don't keep me waiting out in the cold tomorrow."
"Okay."

He left.
I was in my room and I fell on my bed.
"UGH!!!" I rolled around on my bed.
"Nooo...."
I can't stop thinking about him.
His smile.
His eyes!
Everything!!

"Do you love him?"
I asked myself.
....
"Yes."
I'll tell him tomorrow!

My alarm and phone went off at the same time.
I answered the phone.
"I'm up!"
"Wow you're actually up."
I got out of bed and pinned my bangs out of my eyes.
I got my sweater and my skirt on and long black socks on.
"I'll buy breakfast!"
"I'll meet you at the bridge then!" He laughed.
I went down stair and my parents were shocked at how fast I was up.
"Bye! Love you guys!" I hugged them both and got my shoes and scarf on.
I ran to the shop and got the usual.

"You ran didn't you?"
The fastest I've ever went to the bridge.
"Y-yeah.." I started to drink the coffee and shoved the bagel in my mouth so I wouldn't have to speak.
"You forgot about your hug as well." He said.
My hug!
I looked at him and took my coffee and the bagel in the bag and laid it down.
I reached my arms around him and he hugged me back.
"Heh." He giggled.
"Hmm..." my face burned.

I'm gonna tell him....
I need to tell him....
The school day was already over.
He walked me home and we said our goodbyes.

I guess ill have to tell him tomorrow..
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Thank you for reading Chapter One! I hope you liked it!
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(I didn't look over so I might've misspelled words! Sorry!)