I am tired of it all.
Life, I lay awake at nights not understanding it, what's going on? Most nights am at the edge of time, yes I Fucking get high but believe me am far from an addict. Paranoia runs my mind, it's feeds on my soul, for I know not what my neighbors think of me, I know not what my own family think of me. How can this happen on God's watch I frequently ask myself, I something get disoriented and I get way confused on whether you exist God. I can't lie to you since you already know my mind, since you know what's gonna happen before it does. Wait, does that mean God knows about the slaughter of young ladies out there? Boko Haram taking girls that want to just go school and learn and those he know about bobrisky?, doesn't he know the world isn't on he's side anymore? or maybe I should sleep and stop writing this since there is high probability am sinning to the most high.
But wait.
God how far na, I am so sure if I knew this is how HUMANITY was I would have come out through masturbation instead or even turn back in my mother's womb like why?.
A friend posted a video once I really got pissed at her, not because of the video contained the senseless slaughter of a girl that probably thought the guy loves her but she posted with a caption stating "ewoooo". Damn now thinking of it I probably over reacted, I was way too disgusted to look at it. Usually to be honest, I am one of those guys that usually say girls goes for richer guys, but who wants to be poor and marry a poor person? shouting hoes up-and-down but tbh it's probably because of my lack of luck w ladies. I never knew how to love, well I did once in my secondary school days but unfortunately I had a monkey's face well lol I probably still do. But even I done see say e don do, that song one ticket is disgusting to me now. Like I hate the song I fit just slap anyone playing it because of its popular attachment to this ungodly happenings, where girls would be raped, killed etc. Even guys aren't safe no more but why would we be safe before? In Nigeria? We jonze m gon if we for think so.
First problem is we are HUMANS
Second is that we are BLACKS
Third is that we are our own PROBLEMS not even the whites
Fourthly we accidentally are NIGERIANS
TBH I don't think Nigeria is proud to be Nigeria. I no sure say I can ever come across any Nigerian that is proud to be NIGERIA.
PSST no talk oshi,
Reason am well you hate your life, oh you might not, I guess you one of the privileged🙃 I no dey hate my guy but you can't ever get.
I can tell already, you probably one of those that has something already from father and mother or even related siblings but what about people who don't.
I kept thinking if I Wasnt as religious as I am now I could grasp the reason why they did it, they kill someone's daughter w no remorse, that's someone's big sister or small sister, someone's role model because she buys her credit or biscuits when she coming home, but even then I no fit understand why, I feel no matter how a girl is a "WHORE" as we modernes say it. she should be put in a position to feel bad about herself. Yes most you critic finna say something extra, we know you na.
I just hate it all
Jesus come on time.
Let everyone hustle properly make your kids look up to you my guy. So sad man, even the country na bad news, can't even think proper w this kush for mouth. Omo my president just dey,
My country just dey,
Life just dey,
Weytin?!.😪
Make them use one corrupt leader pikin make hin feel am. But we all corrupt na.
Omo Nigeria I will till make it outta this hell, wait omo I no fit even go hell TBH the Angel gon koni Fe Shey wère TBH after hell on earth pesin go na woo I go para for heaven, God kuku sabi me.
Over my life experience I realized that human isn't the greatest creation. It's the greatest ******, ah I no won offend God even more for I sabi I dey diss my papa small small. But man safe Fucking /extremely safe for HUMANITY IS SIN.
