Jingle Ball ( CC + SM + you)

Chapter 16

Everyone pilled into the girls tour bus since it was bigger. 

So when you first walked in there you see a seating type area, then the kitchen, then the bunk beds. After that the couches are the relaxing area.

For the beds, Taylor and Haliee have their own separate beds, and Camila and I share a bunk bed. I have top and she has bottom.

All the boys either went to the kitchen or the couches. Taylor and Hailee joined Shawn and Niall, however, for Camila she was reading and I was on my phone listening to music while laying down.

After a couple hours of just laying their Niall came and got me.

"  hey we are playing, ' Smash, Kiss, hug and kill' you wanna play?"

I nodded and jumped off the bed. 

We walked into the kitchen area and it was Camila, Taylor, Haliee and Shawn sitting down. I take a seat and start playing.

" hey Kendall, Smash, kiss, hug and kill Celeb addition?" Haliee asked me.

I laugh, " umm I think I would smash Dave franco..."

Taylor gives me a high five, " ayee girl get it!"

I smiled, and continued, " I would kiss Dyaln O'brien when he was Stiles in ' Teen Wolf', and then for hug I guess I would hug Tom Holland."

" and for kill...?" Camila says.

" I guess I would kill the one and only... Shawn Mendes."

Everyone laughs.

Niall speaks out, " ayye mate! What did you do to her. Did you guys have back sex last night?"

I say, " no!" at the same time Shawn says, " yes!"

I looked at him with a death stare, " we did not have sex last night because Shawn was to busy thowning up and being drunk."

Shawn slowy gets up, " so your saying if I wasn't drunk last night, we could have got freaky?"

I take a time to think , " let me give that a hard no!" I walked to the other end of the bus.

Shawn chases after me.

He grabs my arm and pulls me very close to him in a very tight hallway in a tiny bus.

He can hear my breathing and I can't stop looking at him.

He whispers to me, " You feel something between us, don't you?." He pushes me up aganist the wall. 

After just a mintue of just standing there I push him off, and walk away.

He tries to grabbed my hand,  and I pull it away and turn to him.

" No Shawn I don't feel anything between us!" I scream.

He looks me in the eyes, " whats wrong?"

I look at him right back, " you!"

I took a breath, " Shawn before I came on this Jingle ball tour I loved you, not just because you were so cute but your empathy for your fans and other people. And  your songs.. I fell in love with them."

He was about to say something.

" Shawn... I came on this tour to dance with Camila Cabello and to follow my dream, I know thats sounds very cringe, but I have wanted to do this since I was a little girl, and now I am doing it. But do you know what I did not come on this tour for? To find a boyfriend or to come in contact with dicks like you."

He was quite, " and for the only thing I don't understand is that when I first met you, you were so sweet and loving and now your just a ass... and don't blame  it on the alcohol this time!" I walked to the room where Why Dont We were just hundled up together.