chapter one
I look up at the stars wondering when my life will begin
I wish I could just have a perfect life no problems at all my name is Melissa.it summer and I feel great except my life was school and now were out. i was at the park looking at the stars hopefully its not the last thing I see I have cancer and I am afraid of it. then I see people standing by the trees I walk over to them I knew one of them the most popular boy in school who I hated I started to walk away when somebody grabbed my arm let go of me I said then they started dragging me twords a huge puddle I said no no let go of me so I guess I'm not so popular at school. they threw me in the puddle there was one guy missing it was Jake he was the popular one. they started laughing at me they finally went away when I heard somebody behind me he said are you ok I looked behind me it was Jake he grabbed my hand ya I go through alout of this stuff o I'm really sorry about them its OK I said I should probley get home Jake said ya you should probley go change its freezing out here ya well by I started to walk away wait Jake said what's your name it's malissa. I went in my house I never knew that populer people were nice well Jake was nice I thought he was mean well I never actually talked to him for a moment their I forgot that I had cancer I had all this confusion in my head. i woke up and a bright light was in my eyes it was 1:00 in the afternoon i hope that his is going to happen everyday i went to my dresser and grabbed a pear of jeans and a blushirt i went in the bathroom and took a shower i got out and put my clothes on and went into my bedroom and put some eyeshadow and lipstick i was really bored but also hungry so i went down to the kitchen and grabbed milk and cereal and started to eat when my mom walked in she said where were you last night i started to talk when she inturupted me you could of got hurt i said but you could of died i diddent even try too speak do i need to remind you have cancer i said i was at thei yelled i was park you dont have to protect me all your life and i walked away she can be so protective thats when i heard a nock on the door i walked over to the door and opened it was my best friend lily we were bestfriends since kindergartin i trust her she said what happened now we went up stairs to my room my room was pink and blue my walls was pink and my bed was blue and black i also had zebra striped rug and zebra striped chair and my desk is brown i even had a walk in closet a thousand clothes and alout of shoes i dont know why they get me all this stuff its not like im going to live to go to college or have this room forever its like i diddent belive in myslf. we sat on my bed i started to tell her about how they pushed me in a puddle and how jake helped me she was so jealous what if he likes you i told her he doesent like her he diddent even know my name she said true thats when we heard my brother zack say im leaving she said can i sleep over tonight i dont know let me go ask i went down stairs and saw my mom and brother fighting hes 21 and he still lives with us. she saw me and said fine and he went out side and drove of yes she said can lily spend the night sure she said thats when she came downstairs and asked my mom can we go to the mall my mom said ya if you stay by her side the whole time ok we walked out side and drove of to the mall we finally got to the mall and got out and went into one store and found a cool outfit by the we were done i had 6 summer outfits and she had 5 we were shopaholicks we went to her house to get change clothes she went inside and came out with clothes she jumped in the car drive she said we drove to my house and got out and ate dinner we ate stake it was good it was time for us to go to bed we changed into PJs and went my bedroom we played all kind of games when i was tired we fell asleep i dreamt that i fainted and went to the hospital got to sick that i coudent walk i coudent move and i died i was tossing and rolling i woke up and it was just a dream. i coudent sleep the rest of the night i kept on tossing and turning i kept on thinking if i would die i was scared like i would never live the rest of my life finally i past out i woke up with big black eyes i guess it probbely because I'd did dent get any sleep i had to cover it up
