I just got done in the studio recording some songs. I'm really nervous for my tour in two days. I haven't talked to Riley since the night she needed a ride. It's been almost a week. I guess we really are done then. Her studio is down the street from mine I want to at least say goodbye before I go on this long tour.
I decide to walk down the street near her studio. Maybe I can at least catch a glimpse of her.I keep walking and lean against a wall I see her on the phone and a guard walking her out the studio and to this side of the street. Shit she parked here! I see her car a few feet away from me. She looks up and sees me and hangs up her phone and walks up to me. I take a deep breath.
"Riley" I say still leaning on the wall. She looks at me. Her arms folded.
"Cash what are you doing? Are you watching me?" She asks sorta teasing me
"I'm leaving in two days... I need to see you" I say looking at her upset. I miss her and I at least want one night with her..
"Please I add.Her face goes from normal to blank. Her eyes look at me sad. "Okay"
I nod. "I uh, drove here but uhm..."
"It's fine just follow me to my house I guess" she says. I nod at her.
We walk opposite ways to our cars.
I get into my car and follow her to her place.
She leads me to the parking lot and we both get out of cars. She walks by my side, I hold the door open for her and she gets in the building.
We take the elevator and get to her apartment not saying a word to each other. She hangs her jacket up at the back of a chair and walks to her room. Me following. We sit on the bed and stay quiet for a few minutes."So my album is almost done" I say trying to break silence. She looks at me and smiles slightly.
"That's good" her voice sounding sad. I look at her caress her cheek, she bites her lip.
"I'm gonna perform soon" she says, I smile.
"It's just local" she adds"Well that's good. I'm glad to hear that, how about your EP?" I ask her
"Working on it" she says nervously, I nod.
We stare at each other for a second not sure what to say. I don't know if I should talk about the 'break up' or not. I just want to know how she feels and what's goin through her head. Cause I can't read her mind. She just looks sad and scared. And I know why. She's scared of me. And she's broken over me but she loves me no matter what and always comes back to me like I knew she would. Half the time I don't know why she holds on when all I do is leave and ruin her trust. I'm a shitty guy, she's perfect. She's my everything. I love her so much that I hate it sometimes and get so scared I do dumb shit and leave. And I try to replace her with mindless sex and hoes and drugs. But it never works. I love her.
"So when do you leave?" She asks
"I'm here today and tomorrow" I say, she looks away from me.
It's 5:30pm we can do something's before I leave. She looks back at me tearing me up. But I can see she's fighting it and trying to stay strong. I feel it too baby, I swear I do. I know I don't show it but I feel it. I feel it deep.
"Riley lets do something before I leave" I finally say breaking the silence she sniffles and wipes her teary eyes and nods in agreement.
"Yeah.. yeah I'd like that" she smiles slight.
I smile at her.We get off her bed and she turns her back to me still wiping her eyes, I hold her from behind and she turns to face me and hugs me, burying her head in my chest crying. I hold her close and kiss her head. She calms down a little and her crying turns to sniffles.
"Cash I'm sorry" she lifts her head up to me. Her doe eyes filled with tears still. She looks adorable and I want to smile but at the same time it's so heart breaking to see her sad.
"I love you baby" I say, she looks into my eyes and then my lips, I lean in and she takes my face into her hands and kisses me hard, I kiss her back. She pushes me onto the bed and gets on top of me and we start making out.
I take my shirt off and hers, throwing it across the room. I help her unbutton her jeans and she takes em off. Kissing her more, She starts to grind on me. I grip her waist grinding on her."Can you get any harder" she teases in my ear, she starts to kiss my neck all the way down my chest and goes down on me. I lay my head back and moan, she sucks faster and I grip her hair breathing heavy. Oh my god the things this woman can do with her mouth. I groan and feel myself almost ready to cum but I don't want to cum yet. I gotta save myself for Riley, the real deal.
"Riley stop" I groan. She looks up at me and does, she crawls back up to me and I flip her on her back and start to kiss her neck, sucking and biting on her soft spots, making her breath trembling as she arches her hips. I kiss down her chest and take her underwear off making her gasp, I kiss inside her thighs and tease her making her back arch and her whimper.
"Cash" she bites her lip "s..Stop teasing me" she begs, I chuckles and tease her more, knowing she's anticipating and wanting me more and more. Finally I eat her out, she digs her nails into the sheets and whimpers, her back arches and she moans the faster I lick and twist my tongue on her, she moans loud and gasps "Oh my god, you've never done it like that before" I can feel her legs shaking and I keep going, she moans louder and pulls on my hair. I stop and she gasps.
I kiss her neck again and slide inside of her going deep and slow, her back arching and her moaning softly, but getting a little loud when I speed a little. I go faster and her moans escalate "Don't stop" she lets out, I keep going and she digs her nails into my back making me groan, I go a little more harder and she moans louder.
"Cash!" She moans loudly, I hold her hands down and do her harder her breathing heavy and moans uncontrollable. I know I've got her now, I put her on her hands and knees and do her from the back, she gasps and finally cums
"Mmm.... ohhh my god Cash" she moans and I keep going both of us breathing heavy, "Augh Riley" I grunt and go faster, she scratches my back which turns me on more and I go deeper her moaning. "Riley.." I groan and go faster.
"Fuck" I groan and pull out.After we get ourselves cleaned up and dressed we leave the apartment and we go out to one of our favorite restaurants, I've gotta make the most of this day and tomorrow with her count.
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Only You
FanfictionHe wants the dream, She wants love. Riley (Selena Gomez) and Cash (Machine Gun Kelly) have been together for years. But they split when Cash moved to LA to chance his dream of fame. But when he comes back home after it didn't work out he tries to s...