My Life As A Fifteen Year Old

house for ever so I dicide to let him know and wen I did I realyze he dint care so then we walk to the park and he ask to give him head I said no but I was forced to do it but after a whyle I wonder if he liked me or was he just using me I feel so hearth broken cause all I could think off every day is him and he already move on he has a girlfriend and every thing now I guess my chances are over.thank you if you read this.