Ross pov:
I start bursting into tears. No, this cant happen. Not with Sarah. I can't believe that she has no chance of living. That can not be true. "Sarah doesn't have a chance of living?" Ellington ask the doctors. "Very little. There's a 80% chance that she will die due to the cause of loss blood. 20% chance that she'll survive. I promise you that we are doing our best to make sure Sarah will make it. We will do the surgery tomorrow. If Sarah doesn't do good in the process, then there isn't really a possibility that she'll survive. It'll be a miracle if she survives." The doctor says looking back at their papers. Everybody then leaves except for Maresa. "I'm really sorry, Maresa.." I tell her looking down wiping my tears stained on my cheeks. "For what?" She ask concerned. "For everything. If it wasn't for me, Sarah would have a perfect life. Laura wouldn't be after her. Sarah wouldn't be in here dieing. I am really sorry." I said looking at her then at Sarah. "Ross, its not your fault that Sarah is in here. Its Laura's. Your not the problem. Its Laura. You don't have to be sorry for anything." She says with a sigh. I go walk up to her and give her a hug. "Thanks Maresa for everything. You have done everything you can to not make me not worry about Sarah. I can't thank you enough." I said looking into Maresa eyes. "Your welcome, Ross." She said leaning in. We start to lean in for a kiss. WAIT WHAT!? NO! I quickly pull away. "Sorry Maresa." I sit down on the couch and grab my phone. Why would I do that to Sarah?! Why would I kiss her best friend? "Its fine, Ross. I better get going to check on Riker. Bye." Maresa leaves. I'm so stupid. Just then I get a text from mom.
Mom- Honey, I know you wanna stay with Sarah everyday, all day, but you gotta go to school tomorrow. Don't worry about her. Ms. Garcia will be with her or I will.
R- Mom, I don't want to leave Sarah by her self.
Mom- Nothings gonna happen to her. Me or Ms. Garcia will be with her.
R- No mom. I don't wanna go.
Mom- Its not a choice. Sweetie I'm sorry. Ellington and Maresa are gonna go. Riker is gonna stay home for a few days cause he still needs to freshing up.
R- Please mom?
Mom- No Ross. Your either coming home today, or going tomorrow in the morning with Ellington and Maresa.
R- Ok mom. I'll go in the morning.
Mom- I love you Ross bye.
R- I love you too.
I guess I'll leave in the morning with Ellington and Maresa. I really don't want to leave Sarah by herself knowing that something might happen to her. I don't trust anyone near her. I love Sarah to much to let her go. She means my world, my everything, my other half, my wifey, everything. I can't get the fact out of my head that she has a very little chance of living. That breaks my heart completely. I let a tear fall and let it land on Sarah's lip. Her weak, skinny body. I just want to hold her. I get her hand and hold it. "Baby, I know you can't hear me but I just wanted to say that I love you so much. I don't know what I would do without you. You make me complete and without you I would have been without any confidence. You made my whole world turn upside down. Loving you ain't easy, nothing ever is, but I'll keep on fighting for a love like this. It breaks me having to know that you have a very little chance of surviving. I will always love you. Forever and Always. To infinity and beyond. Your my everything, baby. I will always be your starbucks and you will always be my caffeine. Things Are Looking Up, Easy Love, Stay With Me, are based on you." I let go and start crying. "R- Ross." I get up and look around. Who said my name? I look over at Sarah. Her eyes are open!! "Sarah?" I said grabbing her hand. "Ross. I- I will always love you. I didn't hear everything you said. Just the part where you said Stay With Me is based on you." Sarah says holding my hand tighter. "I love you." I said kissing her on the cheek. "I- I l- love you t- too." She says then passes out. What the fuck just happened?! She was just alive! I hear her monitor beeping again. I leave and call the doctors. "She was just awake then she passes out." I said with tears filling my eyes. Ellington and Maresa come bursting in giving me a big hug. "Were losing her!!" The doctors say. I cry even harder. No,no, no, Sarah has to make it! "Doctors, were losing her!!" They get their beeping thing and put it on her fragile chest. "We lost her!!" One doctor said. No, no, no! This can't be happening. Sarah died. No this has to be a dream! I pull my hair to wake myself up. No this has to be a dream!!! "We got her!" The doctor said. Omg. They lost and got her. "Excuse me. But we gotta take her into the emergency room. Were gonna check her there and no one can stay there in the room." The doctor tells me. "No please I gotta see her." I said letting go of my tears. "I'm sorry but this is too serious and we need to test her." They said taking her and leaving the room. I get a hold of Sarah's hand. "I love you!" I said letting go of her hand. She then leaves out of my sight......
