Beyond Addiction

My name is Brittney View , People call me Bre for short . I'm sixteen years old, I'll be seventeen in December, the fifth to be exact . I'm Finally In the eleventh grade , I'm damn near grown let me tell it . Today is the first day of school , and I'm not sure if I mentioned my mom a being a thot  and married a man we barley even know, so I had to move to Chicago and start all the way over . Her ass better not say shit to me for a month . My mom is literally ruining my life ,  ͏m͏y mom has the loudest mouth to, tell me why she dropped me off this morning and gone yell Mommie loves you go make me proud. Like I was a backup dancer for Beyoncé or some shit . This school shit is starting not to be for me and I haven't even met all my teachers yet . Ever girl here looks like they on pills , When I say I look like the only sober one here , Its crazy and every boy here ugly ass hell I  feel like I'm in a horror movie I can't wait to go home in lay down I need some rest after seeing this hot mess they call a school , I finally survived all the classes up to my last one, which was 4th period and after meeting this teacher I'm starting to think this school isn't so bad after all. My teacher name was Mr.Bird , Oh my goodness Mr.bird is fine as hell . How I'm suppose to learn Math with a teacher like this . The whole time he was talking all I could think about was having a pice of that strong muscular chocolate pie .  Yes my ass is a virgin but I watch porn so I would figure it out when the time come . I mean it's not like it's rocket science . I guess it was time to go home when I heard a loud ringing over the intercom. On my way out I heard this deep voice yell out ms view . I turned around like I was aggravated maybe because I wasn't done looking at my future husband . There stood My chocolate pie looking me dead in the eyes he asked if I needed any tutoring because he know I'm new and wants me to be able to keep up with the way they do things down here . I said I would definitely need your help one day and  I rushed off so I can figure out which bus I ride . When I finally got seated on the bus I put some drake on and all I could think about was Mr. Bird my Virginia started pounding as if it had a heart beat of its own . The next morning I woke up two hours early so I can do my make up and find a sexy but school appropriate outfit, I wore my skinny tight jeans the ones that show my ass print I read in a book that men can't resist looking at a girl booty when they have on tight jeans , with this pink hoody  and ͏m͏y pink Jordan's . I ran to my oldest sister room to get her big hoop earrings, she gone be pissed at me but who cares her ass need to be out of mama house anyways she 25 still living with her mama . I basically was in he daze the whole time at school until forth period , as soon as I walked in I handed Mr. Bird a paper with my address and said "I spoke it over with my parents they work late but they don't mind you coming over today"  he grinned and asked me to take my seat . Everything this man saying right now sounds like blah blah blah , when I say my imagination run wild it's unbelievable tell me why in my head we on the beach butt ass naked eating grapes he leaned over and told me I'm the most beautiful girl he ever seen , and just when he was about to kiss my lips there go that loud ass bell ringing in my ears again . On my way out his class I told Mr . Bird he can come over right after school ended for him , I reminded him how I could really use his help .  He smiled and said he'll see me soon and there goes my Virginia throbbing again.  I ran to my bus I usually would try to wait for this girl I met but fuck her I got bigger things to worry about . The whole bus ride home I dreamed of Mr .bird bare chest with chocolate rolling down it slowly. I just want to lick it all up . I finally made it home I rushed inside   I over heard my loud ass mama on the phone telling her bald head friend she bought some  lingerie , me and my mom wear the same size so you already know what time it is . I ran to her room to find the lingerie,I was digging in her dresser drawers, ain't shit in there I opened the closet doors and it sound like church bells went off , there it goes hanging right in my face . I snatched and ran to her bathroom in her room turned on the shower I luckily saw some brand new razors . I've never shaved before but like I said before it isn't rocket science. I hoped in washed up real good , I hoped out rubbed some of my mom smell good lotion on me . I threw the lingire on and my mom fluffy pink robe. I heard banging at the door , I ran to open it but it was only Mrs . Allen old nosey ass from next door , Most neighbors wants to borrow sugar or even a screw driver but nope not Mrs.Allen her extra old ass wanna know why her dogs barking more than they usually bark in her back yard . At this point I'm hella frustrated, of course I had to be respectful so I said what any normal person would say maybe they hungry. Then I slammed the door so hard the wind from the door slamming bout took her edges smooth off .Good thing I  put that robe on or her snitching ass would have ruined my whole plan .  I looked at the clock on the living room wall it said four fifteen he should be arriving any minute now . I look at my mom cd collection that was sitting on the stand . I put in the one that said old school sex songs . I'm young but I fuck with that old school shit . I stood there pressing skip until I heard one that sounds familiar, All I know on the song is "who could love you like me nobody " . I paused it I had everything ready dime lights ,music, lingerie. All of a sudden the door bell rung ͏m͏y heart dropped , I ran quickly to spray myself with perfume. I opened the door with my pink robe on and my mama matching house slippers . He stood in front of me with a all white shirt on and some black basketball shorts . I can see every inch of his dick. I welcomed him inside told him to take a seat he asked where everyone was at I told him they where at work they'll be home soon and that they already knows he here . He asked if he could use the restroom before we began doing homework I showed him where the nearest bathroom was , while he was in the restroom I dropped the robe and I stood there looking sexy one with leg on the couch . He walked in and he couldn't believe his eyes . He asked me what I was doing and I pushed him on the couch , I read guys like aggressive sex . I started kissing his neck he pushed me off and said he's married and I'm to young . I promised to keep my mouth close he couldn't take his eyes off my perfect tits . He told me I couldn't tell no one . He started licking on my neck and then he went all the way down to ͏m͏y Virginia, that was the first time i ever had that happen tell me why I moaned like a horse . It was embarrassing, he pushed his penis inside me I screamed ouch , he stoped and asked am I ok . I said yes I'm a virgin he looked at me with disbelief and he continued. Tell me why he finished and everything was good but he forgot to pull out so you telling me I could possibly be pregnant on my first time . He told me if I am pregnant than we can abort it I agreed my mom would kill me . Afterwards we got dress he left and I went and hung my mom lingerie right back up . I cannot get caught. The next day in forth period tell me why Mr.Bird wife came to the class to bring him lunch because he staying late after class to grade papers . He married this skinny white bitch I was so pissed how dare she come in here like she own this damn class . So of course I raised my hand he called on me I said yes is she a new student he laughed and said no ms . view she's my wife . This man got me fucked up . After class I looked at him and just started crying I mean I don't know why I started crying I just couldn't hold it in he closed the room door and wiped my eyes he said you making this obvious stop crying I kept crying then he started kissing on me and guess what I missed the bus because we were at it again and once again he forgot to pull out . At this point I'm use to it and I doubt I can get pregnant it's only my second time . He brung me home and asked if anyone was here and I said no he came in and we fucked again . Three weeks past by in we literally have sex everyday he even drive me home everyday and one morning I felt sick I started throwing up my mom told me to stay home maybe I have a stomach virus so three days past I'm still sick my nosey ass sister told me she can smell a pregnancy from a mile away . She brought me a pregnancy test and guess what I'm fucking pregnant. Not only am I sixteen and pregnant I'm pregnant by my mother fucking teacher I snuck out the house that night and drove my sister  car to his house  I started banging on the door he answered and told me I couldn't be there by this time tears are rolling down my face . I threw the pregnancy test at him and ran to the car and drove off . He texted me saying he can't have kids it's someone else's . I couldn't believe the shit he was texting me . I stopped going to school I got up every morning pretending to ride the bus until my mom left for work . Three months rolled by in I have a tiny baby bump . I couldn't just let him get away with it . I took my sister keys again while she was sleeping grabbed my step dad gun . I banged on his door again I said either you tell her or I will . He pushed me on the ground told me to stay the fuck away from his family . I ran to the car grabbed the gun and banged on the door again this time his wife answered I thought he would answer I didn't even look to see who actually was standing in front of me I just pulled the trigger . I fucking shot his wife I can't believe I shot his wife oh my god I'm going to jail . He ran to the door to find his wife bleeding out on the floor he know if he call the police and I tell them I'm pregnant by him we both going to jail because I'm under age and he's my teacher . What in the fuck are we going to do I said we both going to jail . He snatched me by the arm and forced me inside he pulled her inside and cried out to her , he told her he so sorry and it's all his fought by this time she bleeding from her mouth she only have seconds before she take her last breath he screamed at me why would you do that we have kids man . I yelled back I thought she was you . He grabbed me by my throat and said Bitch you tried to kill me . I said not only do you have a family with her but you have one with me to . I never meant to shot her ass . I grabbed my keys and ran for the door . He ran after me but I had already jumped in the car in drove off . I thought about taking my own life the whole way home . When I pulled up I ran in my mom room fell to my knees and started screaming . My mom jumped up out her sleep asking what's wrong I told her I love her but I fucked up . I'm pregnant by my teacher and I just killed his wife .