CARDLINAUDIO ONESHOTS - <3✅

Fake Love [Songfic/Angst]

BTS FUCK YEAHHH
I haven't done an angst in like a year or something lmao
But here ya go my lovelies/Gucci Aghase ARMY's!~
I will do another one of these but with the Korean lyrics cause yaaa~
YEeT

Life is depressing when a loved one doesn't really love you, it's called, ' Fake Love ', right?

For you I could pretend like I was happy when I was sad.

You smiled all the time at him, but inside, you really weren't feeling happy.

For you I could I could pretend like I was strong when I was hurt.

You pretended you were alright all those years being his girlfriend, but you self - harmed, passing out a couple of times after.

I wish love was perfect as love itself.
I wish all my weaknesses could be hidden.
I grew a flower that can't be bloomed in a dream that can't come true.

You stood in the mirror, looking at yourself while Cardlin was quote on quote, ' working '.

" I'm so sick of this fake love. " you whispered.
Fake love, fake love.
" I'm so sorry but it's fake love. " you mumbled.
Fake love, fake love.

" I wanna be a good man. " he once said to you, but it didn't feel like it.
Just for you.
" I gave you the world. " he had once muttered under his breath, loud enough for you to hear.
Just for you.
" I changed everything. " he once hissed at you.
Just for you.
" Now I don't know me. " you thought.
Who are you?

The forest just for us, you weren't there.
The route I took, I forgot.

You looked around near the forest, no boyfriend to be seen.

I even became quite unsure of who I was.
Try babbling into the mirror.

" Who the heck are you?! "

For you I could pretend like I was happy when I was sad.

You cried to (F/N) on the phone at least every night, ending up with her comforting you.

For you I could pretend like I was strong when I was hurt.

You found out he was with another woman, but he didn't notice that.

I wish love was perfect as love itself.
I wish all my weaknesses could be hidden.
I grew a flower that can't be bloomed in a dream that can't come true.

You dreamed once that none of this happened, that he was with you till you both died.

" I LOVE YOU SO BAD! "
" I LOVE YOU SO BAD! "
Mold a pretty lie for you.

You lied about your mental health countless times.

" Love is so mad. "
" Love is so mad. "
Try to erase myself and make me your doll.

You tried to become everything he wanted, but it was no use.

" LOVE YOU SO BAD! "
Love you so bad.
Mold a pretty lie for you.

You lied about how you felt happy with him.

Love is so mad.
" Love is so mad .. "
Try to erase myself and make me your doll.

You nearly died once, he didn't care.

" I'm so sick of this fake love! " you yelled at the mirror.
Fake love, fake love!

" I'm so sorry but it's fake love! "
Fake love, fake love!

" Why you sad? "
" I don't know what to do! "

That was a conversation between you and Abbie about your mental health.

Smile and say, ' I love you. '

He never said I love you once to you.

" Look at me, even I gave up on myself. "
" Even you can't understand me.. "

You knew Abbie was depressed as well, but she isn't in the situation you are in.

" You say I'm unfamiliar, changed into the one you used to like. "
" You day I'm not myself which you knew well."

No?
" What do you mean no? "
I'm blind ..
Love?
" What the heck is love? "
" It's all fake love. "

You argued with Cardlin multiple times, it was nearly the amount of people in the world.

Woo.
" I dunno. "
" I dunno. "
" I dunno why. "

Woo.
" Even I, even I don't know myself. "

Woo.
" I just know. "
" I just know. "
" I just know why. "
" Cause it's all fake love. "
Fake love, fake love.

You realised the truth only about a week ago, and was done with him, so you argued with him again.

" LOVE YOU SO BAD! "
Love you so bad!
Mold a pretty lie for you.

" LOVE YOU SO MAD! "
Love you so mad!
Try to erase myself and make me your doll!

" LOVE YOU SO BAD! "
Love you so bad!
Mold a pretty lie for you.

" LOVE YOU SO MAD! "
Love you so mad!
Try to erase myself and make me your doll!

You both argued until you pulled out the big guns.

" I'M SO SICK OF THIS FAKE LOVE! " you yelled at him.
Fake love, fake love!

" I'M SO SORRY BUT IT'S FAKE LOVE! "
Fake love, fake love!

You ended up packing your things and leaving, not before flipping him off.

For you I could pretend like I was happy when I was sad.

You were finally happy without him.

For you I could pretend like I was strong when I was hurt.

You finally felt the pressure of being a disappointment lift off of your shoulders.

I wish love was perfect as love itself.
I wish all my weaknesses could be hidden.

You felt loved by another.

I grew a flower that can't be bloomed in a dream that can't come true.

You eventually grew a flower that bloomed perfectly as you stared at it with JungKook, smiling down as he held your hand, pecking your forehead.

Oof, how did I write all this in about 30 mins?

Dunno.
Go listen to JungKook and Jimin singing We don't talk anymore, it's such a fucking jam with them singing it.
I'm out.
- A.