She exists somewhere in him. Yes he will lie, he will lie to the whole planet around him. But he cannot lie to me. You know why? The reason I fell in l Iove with him is because that day when I looked into his eyes I could see the love he hides from the world. The love he kept safe for years. I fell in love with that love. Now I wonder whether I fell in love with him or his love for her? I do not know. I am stuck in my head.
I fell in love and thought that this is the one. Trust me this was the one for me because at that point of time this love could make me do all possible things in the world. I did many anyway. Things were beyond perfection. Wish you would have come across us during those span of hours. You would have tag us your favourite. Surely. For my close ones actually did the same. They have tag us so.
Time changes everything? You agree or not? It does.
The love I thought will serve my life and happiness for years to live turned wrong. Damn! I was wrong. I was not in love with his love for her, I was in love with him. But he thought that I am in love with his things.
Between all those compromises and sacrifices in the name of love I Lost myself somewhere.
You may be thinking that now for today I may be living a life different from this. But no. I am still living this life. The life, I know, is drowning me down. Pulling down my happiness. And see I am still holding on to every single thing that hurts.
Thousand of things will run in my mind. I will look at the mirror for long and talk to myself. My tears roll down and I come back to sense in minutes to wash away my tears. Oh shit! What if someone sees them falling apart. I cannot afford to answer them. I find it though to answer questions these days.
Once I use to talk till I find the one next to me being bored. Now I hardly feel like talking. I talk less and think more. But shit is that I think all rubbish and useless stuffs. I think more than what is important. I think more than what can happen. 'Me and my overthinking', these are my saviour now. Not him.
Give me a moment and I can tell you every possible thing that can happen. I started to be more alike forecaster.
What not a love can create? Like everything.
