Day after day i get up to an empty world, no purpose to go back to our place and no purpose to go back and keep what we had going because to me it's a lost cause, if your not here to show me the ropes but until i make it out of the pit to my own place i'll be here holding the fort down.
you made me cry after everyone goes to sleep, your presence is what make this world so much better, the truths you spoke of will never be know since you were taken too soon so until we meet later i'll just google shit for answers, i'll keep reading our books, blast our songs and sit here laughing at the corny jokes you taught me for the rainy days. On the gloomy days is where i tend to be a bit happier, the rain washes the bad top layers away, i remember the appreciation you instilled in me, the way i see things are a bit more old fashioned than most, i like how i love board games, how i love going to the movies with just us, and reading book collections or series while listening to the radio as we go to sleep. Now that a year has passed it shows me to be more mindful of the things around me, i wasn't attentive to things when you were around because to me you were all we needed as a family. in the end i could see us doing big things , achieving great things so if some way some how you get to read this i love you and thank you for doing all you could before you left us.
YOU ARE READING
random thoughts
Poetrysomething to get you through the days, sad or happy and hopefully I've made an impression.
