And
I wish I had people to help me
The only thing that happens is my anxiety
All I get is mad
Some people are all I had
I wish people were nice
But all the give me is “ice”
The hate I have is something that happens all the time
People throw things at me even dimes
Everytime I try to make friends they reject me
They only reject me because they can't handle my anxiety
All I get that happens to me is upsetting
Because people don't understand what their getting
No one knows who I am
No one knows where I'm from
All I get I a whole lot of none
People don't care
But I don't let it get in my “hair”
People never give me air
People never give me snare
People really don't care
People are mean and nasty
While I'm standing here trying to be nice
People legitimately throw me ice
People always try to fight
But only if I tell them about my night
It seems like no one cares about what I'm going through,
No one cares where I'm from
And all I want is somewhere to run
I don't need anything but a place to hide
Maybe just a little ride
People don't know how to help me even though I tell them
People help me in some ways just by talking to me
People hit me, they put me down
All I can do is give a frown
No one cares for anything
People wish they could leave by growing wings
People try to tell me to look at the positives
I can't look at positive things anymore
Nothing makes me happy
Music calms me down from thinking things I don't
People don't understand me
People only understand how I was without my anxiety
People say I have light behind my eyes
But I know those are all lies
People don't understand my life story
People just give me useless glory
People think I won't give up
But most of the time it's my only hope
Sometimes I just need to do something to keep my mind off of my pain and suffering
But all I have is pain and it's quite depressing
I can't seem to look for happy things I like anymore
I can't handle my feelings much
People think their love my heart will touch
My life is pain, my life is hell
Sometimes I feel like I fell
I don't feel safe
I don't feel great
I need to go to be happy
But people laugh at me
I don't want depression
I don't want infinite sadness
I just wanna be sad less
