Lydia was on the floor sleeping and I laid on the bed. I watched her columbian, brunette hair flash every time I look at her. She looked at peace , like the world never bothered her but I was needed. The world needed me but I needed it, I was going through a miss carriage . When I went to labor I lost the baby and I know why.
"L-Lydia. Lydia wake up" I whispered.
She didn't bother to answer I knew she was awake she's just playing this silly game of hers. I got up and kicked her and she tripped me which led me to tumble and fall 1 inch away from the stove. I got up and fixed her flap jacks with maple butter and I told her we can't eat steak patties , because we only make 50 dollars a week. I have to pay rent, water and lights including food. She's 13 and on her birthday
She's getting a job but I don't want her to because I wouldn't like her to suffer the way I do. I have to make it right for her.
She's not my daughter, but it feels that she is . She's my sister , same mom and dad. Our Dad was abusive so when I turnt 18 I moved and took Lydia . Lydia didn't deserve that.
"Aria , can we see dad." Lydia said.
"I love you Lydia." Changing the subject.
"You have to stop shutting me out." Said Lydia angrily.
I went to the room and grabbed Lydia's towel,rag and change of clothes and handed it to her.
"Take a bath" I said
"No" said Lydia
"Right now." As I cried.
She got up and went to the bathroom and locked it
I feel like I'm losing myself. I can't help her and be there without that
Extra help.
She had gotten out the bathroom and had her clothes on . She walked in the bed room and sat and cried. "What's wrong" I said.
"I don't want to be her anymore, I'm tired of hiding." Said Lydia
"I don't either , I need someone." I said
I walked away. I didn't know what to say , all I knew was to walk away like I used to do. All the feelings collided and took my breath away , I just can't do this anymore.
I passed out
"Aria, wake up." Lydia said repeatedly.
I woke up in a hospital and saw no one but me . The nurse came in. "How are you, Aria Waters? The nurse said
I'm good. Never Better.
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The Needed
Non-FictionAria waters and her sister Lydia lives in a little apartment. Aria feels that she is needed but no one to yet help her. She have had a miss carriage and knows why. She still cannot forget and forgive her abusive father . She wants Lydia to not suffe...
