Here And There (girlxgirl)

A Night And A lifetime

Alexia could imagine how big her pupils were in the center of her brown eyes. The lights were off but she was still trying to stare into the darkness. In her mind, she felt as if she were making progress, just a day prior she was bawling her eyes out. Eventually she grew tired of feeling bad for herself. That still didn't change the fact that she felt somewhat broken. She had noone to blame for it but herself. Everyone warned her that she shouldn't have gotten herself involved with a woman who had a girlfriend, but she wouldn't listen. And now she was here. In her dorm wishing she was in Renee's arms.

A shrill ringtone brought Alexis out of her stupor. At first she only stared at her cellphone laying next to her thigh,then she remembered who the ringtone belonged to.

"Renee " she murmured shocked, her heart was beating fast, she hadn't heard from her in six days . She quickly cleared her throat then answered the phone.

"Alexia? " She heard her ex lovers deep voice and accent, right there she felt her eyes and panties flood. Her throat was choked so it took her a second to croak out a formal hello.

"I wanted to talk to you baby, open the door. I'm outside." Renee didn't even give her a chance to decline the advancement; she had already hung up. Alexia slowly pealed herself off of the couch that she had been laying on since her last shower the day before then unlocked the front door.

Light spilled inside of the living room and she saw Renee looking as beautiful as ever.

Her hair was freshly cut and tapered and she had on Cargos and cozy fitting tshirt.

Alexia couldn't help but letting her eyes drink in every part of Renee .

Her soft face was smooth with the exception of her lip piercing and her eyes were roaming Alexia with a look of disgust.

"Why haven't you been taking care of yourself? " she demand to know as she slipped through the front door and flicked the lights on. Alexia lust turned into embarrassment. she self consciously ran her fingers through her matted dried kinky curls.

she whispered a profanity to herself as she realised just how bad she really appeared.

"Well, are you gonna answer me?" Renee asked in a stern tone.

Alexias eyes dropped to the floor, she had no words.

While staring at her bare feet Alexia heard Renee let out an exasperated breath. she looked up just in time to see Renee rushing past her towards the back of the apartment. moments later she saw the bathroom light flick on followed by bath water being ran.

She quickly went towards the bathroom as Renee was heading towards her room.

"What are you doing!? " She demanded to know.

Her eyes traveled Renee's body from her small feet protected by her Polo boots all the way up to her full pressed lips that refused to speak.

She ducked off into her bedroom then quickly came out with a bundle of clothes.

Alexia just stared at her, surprised when Renee had taken her by the wrist and nearly dragged her to the bathroom.

"Renee! will you chill the fuck out?" Alexia yelled as she yanked her now aching wrist back from her grasp. It was a reminder of why Renee had always dominated the relationship.

Renee turned slowly to Alexia and slightly looked down at her. She noticed Alexia had seemed a little taller.

"It hasn't even been a week since I've last seen you and you've let yourself run rugged." She explained calmy , She noticed Alexia's dark brown eyes had large dark rings around them and she felt her stomach tighten a little.