Changing

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The light breeze of the night filled my room as I dozed off to sleep. I was currently in Hawaii, traveling to a new place. I soon found my love for traveling and I also found a love for learning new languages, I guess it's a new thing now.

I was in a very fancy home and I was planning to stay in Hawaii, because I wanted to take time away from all my worries, my home. I remember like everything happened just yesterday.

Flashback

"Mother, you won't decide for me, I will be a musician and be who I want to be and I want to be a musician! Not work in a lousy store for months!"

"Don't argue with me! You are going to stay in your own home, and be a Software engineer! You understand? If you don't meet the company tomorrow then I'll have you pack your bags and leave this home. Don't make it worse. This is a big opportunity and don't lose it. Now, we are going to have lunch tomorrow and we are going to introduce you to the company. Get some rest, you'll need it."
My mother said as she turned away and slammed my bedroom door with anger. Tears flooded from my eyes, as I felt my eyes turning red. I never wanted my "mother" (she was never my mother, I was adopted by that BiTcH,) to decide anything. Anything she decided was "final", or "period." And worst of all, I don't call her 'mommy' or even mom because she never was one for me.

My dad left us because he couldn't deal with my mother, giving "orders" at my dad, or so he thought. My mom was just trying to tell him to stop drinking, but of course, he attacked my mother and almost ripped out her hair, but even after I tried to comfort her, she slapped me just like my abusive father did to her. I never knew what it was like to have loving parents, because they never loved me at all. I never thought that my life would get better, until I made my decision to leave my home.

What's the point of living with my mother? She doesn't love me, my dad is gone with god knows who, and I just graduated so my friends are gone! The best thing to do is to leave this hell that I was once living in and go somewhere quite far from South Korea, so I silently packed my bags, including my art supplies and crystals, and left the disastrous place I lived in all my life.

The night before I had looked up tickets to Hawaii and found some, so I went to Hawaii and left my mother all alone so I could live by myself and learn to be myself, the one I want to be, not my mother's wishes. I just wanted to get away and escape hell.

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End of flashback
I opened my eyes as I saw the dim moonlight shining in through my curtains. It was 3am. I haven't gotten any sleep since I went into Hawaii. Everything was a mess. The best thing I could do is get out my crystals and set them out for me to meditate, while the ocean sounds were beating against the wind. I got out my chakra necklace and placed it on my lap as I crossed my pale legs. I took a deep breath and held my rose quartz so tight I could feel the points of the crystal cut my skin.

I felt the breeze of the wind and meditated for who knows how long? But I lost track of time, falling into deep sleep as the wind carried my thoughts away like rain. When I woke up, it was 7am. Well, at least I got sleep. The sunrise reflected on the flowing water, and felt my eyes being softened by the look of it. I didn't want to wake back up at 12, so I rose from my position and went to wash my face. I wasn't planning to do anything, because I didn't know what to do in a place that I haven't been before, but the first thing that came to my mind was the beach. I figured everyone would be there so I showered as fast as I could and put on my summer romper.

Underneath I had my bathing suit on in case I wanted to go swimming. The sun was fully up now, unlike me, I was still sleeping like the stars. The sunlight filling up the room made me even more excited to go to the beach. I wasn't social so I went super early to make sure no ones there. I looked in the mirror and examined myself.
                                     ~Sigh~
The waves beat against the rocks as I played with the sand, having the time of my life. There was two or three people at the beach already but I didn't care. At least there wasn't a lot of people. As I was making a little sand castle under my colorful umbrella, I felt a presence near. I looked up and saw a person walking towards me. I quickly sat on my chair that was behind me and pretended I didn't see him. Thank god I had on sunglasses on so he couldn't see my eyes looking at him, but I bet he could tell that I was looking straight at him. I didn't notice that there was two people coming towards me, and they were both men!

They walked to me until they reached the umbrella and smiled under their sunglasses.

"Annyeonghaseyo! Are you new to this place? How are you doing?" Said one of the guys. I smiled softly at their kind approach and replied,

"Oh, I'm great!" I lied. "I wanted to travel to a new place from my home so I traveled all the way here. I'm from Korea by the way." I tried to summarize it up as short and fast as possible, and that's how my brain replied to his question. That reminded me, I needed to ask his name. The other boy was quiet so I tried talking to him and he gave me a few answers but that was it. I asked the other boy a question.

"So, what's your name?" I asked politely. He looked shocked and soon replied to me,

"Oh, my name is, Jungkook."

~
What?
Jungkook? The famous one? I mean, I've heard of him but never researched him. Should I be kind and nice to him or just normal? Normal it is.

"And this is Taehyung. He is my buddy from BTS, as you might know." Jungkook continued. I smiled at both of them while still sitting in my chair, ( you know, the ones at the beach or pool.) I talked to Taehyung as he was softly smiling his boxy smile that some people have. Haha, cute. Their golden hair was flowing in the cool wind, as my eyes glittered while looking at them. They are so pretty.~
They soon left and I was left alone sitting in the sand watching the ocean fluttering with light. I just realized, I sort of made friends right? Wow, I'm glad I made friends.

(Her names Min Jee btw ;>)
Authors Note:
I hope you guys haven't left this fanfic already, because it gets better. ;) But seriously, please don't leave cause you will probably enjoy it.  Sorry that it's SO short. I will make it longer soon, VeRy SoOn.

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