Drarry oneshots

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  (mention of self harm so if that triggers u pls skip this one, or just skip the self harm bit cause ill give a warning)

It was Christmas at Hogwarts, and guess what that means? It means that there is magical mistle toe (idk how to spell it) all over the school, and as in magical it means that if someone walks under it with someone beside them they cant get out unless they kiss wuhooo (note that it was said with quite a lot of sarcasm)

Draco had just left one of his classes and was walking down the hall with pansy and saw Harry walking towards them. He knew he wasnt going that direction for Draco but he still got butterflies none the less. right when Harry and Draco where side by side Pansy abruptidly pushed Draco towards Harry and Hermione pushed Harry towards Draco. Harry fell into Dracos arms and Draco imidietly cought him without thinking. Harrys face was burried in Dracos chest, and Draco realised what he had done "Get off me Potter" he hissed and pushed Harry off of him. He suddenly felt a pang of guilt hit himwhen he saw the look on Harrys face and an emotion that Draco has never seen pass through his eyes, but it was gone as fast as it came and the only emotion let in Harrys eyes was hurt "S-sorry Draco" harry said blushing like crazy, but movement over Dracos shoulder cought his attention. He was confused when he saw Mione and Pansy high-five. Draco noticed the confused look on Harrys face and that he wasn't even looking at him so he turned around only to see Pansy and Mione stood there with smirks on their faces "What are you two smirking at?" he hisses, and Pansy pointed above him making him look only to regret it seconds later "Get me out" he seethed "No can do, you have to do it yourself" she said with a smirk "Oh Harry!" Mione exclaims, and burst out laughing, making Draco look at Harry who looked like he was about to cry, making Dracos chest clench at the thought that Harry hates him so much he was about to  cry. Draco sighes and  walks over to Harry who was about 2 steps away and said "Im doing this to get us out" and with that he grabbed Harry by the collar and smashed their lips together, swallowing down Harrys gasp. Harry was still for a moment, but in no time he was kissing Draco back, realising that this was probably the only chance he was ever gona get to do this, and draco realised that this was probably the only chance he was ever going to get to do this too, so he kissed harry harder and put more passion into it. Harry was shocked at how Draco was kissing him, so he did the same, kissing Draco with just as much passion. Dracos mind drifted away and he completely forgot where he was and that his whole school was walking the halls around him.
Harry was in bliss, finally he was kissing his biggest crush.
His arms seemed to be working by themselves as they wrapped around Draco's neck as the exact same happened to Draco as his armed snaked around Harrys smaller waist, and pulled the brunet towards him.
Harry was shocked, he thought Draco would have pushed him away by now, but he hadn't, making something flutter in Harrys chest. Draco dragged his tongue along Harrys bottom lip, and Harry eagerly opens his mouth, letting Draco explore his mouth. The kids around had all stopped talking and walking to observe the scene going on, all too shocked to say anything. I mean wouldn't you be if the two biggest enemy's were kissing as if they had been lovers for years.
And that's when the whispers started, seemingly shaking Draco from whatever trance he was in, so he then pushed Harry away with as much strength he could muster up, wich was a lot, meaning Harry hit the wall harshly considering how close they were to it. He yelped in shock and pain as he slumped on the ground and sadly watched the love of his life stumble out of the crowd. Harry  slowly stood up with a wince, refusing to take the help offered to him, and he ran to the bathroom. He got to the boy's old abandoned bathroom and slumped against the wall, pulling the blade out of his pocket (self harm bit is here)
he slowly pulled up his sleeve to see all the fresh and old fading scars. He picked a patch of skin that didn't have any recent cuts

and he cut

and cut some more

2 for not being good enough for his aunt, uncle and cousin

2 more for his parents death

3 for always ruining every chance he had with Draco, and making him hate him
  
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5 more for being a danger to the only real home he has ever had

There was now a rather unhealthy small pool of blood around him, and tears streaming down his face as he stares at the blade 'Why don't I just end it all, all the pain, all the hatred, just end it' was suddenly floating around his mind. He put the blade up against his arm, ready to cut a deep vertical line, but before he could do that the door oppened and in walked Draco. Harry's head snapped up upon hearing someone come in, only to see Draco stood there staring at him in shock but that shock changes to fear very quickly. He ran over to Harry and grabbed the blade and threw it across the room. He got up and went to find paper, and ran back to Harry, pressing it to his arm. He then starts to mumble, "Harry, why would you do this?" he was sad and confused, and realisation slowly hit him like a truck, he realised he was the cause of this. He grabbed Harry by the back of the neck and gently pulled him onto his lap, he craddled his head against his shoulder and ran his fingers trough Harry's brown locks. He presses a kiss to Harry's forehead "I'm sorry, I'm so so so sorry, please don't do this, not you, anyone but you" he was mumbling as a few tears Harry couldn't see streamed down his face. He had started to slightly rock back and forth with Harry in his arms. Harry sniffles slightly "Draco, why do you care?" he whispered "Why wouldn't I care Harry? You mean so much to me, I can't let you do this to yourself" he said firmly but shaky. "I'm weak, my aunt and uncle knew it, my cousin knew it, that's why they never treated me like a real person. I'm weak, cutting my own skin to punish myself, to try to feel again, for being such a fuck up" his voice was so sincere that more tears spilled out of Draco's eyes and he let out a quiet sob shocking Harry. Draco pulled Harry closer and nuzzled himself into the crook of Harry's neck "Your not a fuck up, you mean so much to me, to Hermione, Ron, everyone. Your the schools personal golden boy, why would you ever think that?" "I embarrassed you today, all your friends are probably messing with you, that was my fault, I embarrassed you in front of loads of people, it's all my fault. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, please please, forgive me, please, I'm sorry" he had started crying again and he was sobbing into Draco's top, "Hey, you didn't embarrasse me, Harry please listen to me." Draco realised that he had stopped running his fingers through Harry's hair, so he did it again, and he noticed that Harry seemed to relax after a few minutes of silence and him running his hands through Harry's hair. He smiled softly at this," Harry, listen. I embarrassed myself by pushing you away, I was just denying what I wanted, which was you. Harry, you might not know, but you mean the world to me, I bullied you cause I was scared, I have never felt like this towards anyone and it was scary, I bullied you to try and suppress myself, to try find a flaw on you, something that would agitate me, but all I found were more reasons to love you" he had whispered the last part hoping Harry wouldn't hear it, but the way his head rather quickly looks up to look at him, all he sees is pure admiration in Harry's eyes "Y-you love m-me?" Harry asked in disbelief and Draco chuckles lightly, "Well yes, that seems to be the case" he turned to look down at Harry, and he found himself not able to look away 'How could I ever hurt him, he means everything to me, God I am the one that should be cutting himself' he thought, "Can I kiss you?" he asked Harry gently and in a whisper, afraid of regection only to have Harry to nod at him. He leaned down and gently brushed their lips together giving Harry time to pull away, but he doesn't, making Draco lean down and kiss him with so much passion and love that it made Harry want to cry again. He didn't want to go to mad or too fast with it so he didn't, he pulled away when he needed air, and saw more tears glistening in Harry's eyes making him freak out "Did I do something wrong, was I too fast was it too much!? Did I not let you pull away when you-" he was cut off by two soft hands cupping his face making him forget what he was thinking and just stare at Harry, who was giving him a small sad smile "I love you too"

Yus they also lived happily ever after and draco helped deal with Harry's depression