Boy lost

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That smile, that real smile was  stuck in Patton's head all for the rest of the day, he didn't have to fake it when Roman's brother was there nor did he have to force that giggle after his smile.

Roman looked confused not use of ever hearing Patton giggle or smile real it confused the other but he was happy that he expressed some emotion.

Virgil.. well the man was in awe, when he first saw Patton his eyes were dull and expressed the same annoyance he had for his brother, but he was smiling brightly at Virgil's attention on him and giggling away in pure delight. It made the salty man heart skip in an sense and he knew he wanted to keep hearing that giggling. He and Roman were walking home that night coming from the cafe.

He had some questions bout his brothers friend and why he was so obsessed over him. It was always Patton this and Saint that. Even in the cafe he had told him that Patton was an Saint but was it cause he looked so innocent smiling or laughing? Or were the two dating. Usually Roman would tell Virgil everything being the sweet brother he was he trusted Virgil a lot.

"So, what the deal with that guy huh?" He tried to act like he didn't care  but he knew he did the idea of Roman dating Patton just felt off and for some reason he hated the gut wrenching feeling. Roman hummed for an second." Well he's my friend and he's the towns Saint I was telling you about." The two brothers had moved to the town different times Roman had been Here the longest and knew basically everything while Virgil being the grumpy loner he was kept to himself.

"Oh yeah, how this towns really religious?" He rolled his eyes Roman nodded. "Yep and Patton's the Saint of the town he has powers beyond your imagination!" He squeaked and Virgil only snarled in response. This town bad enough it was religious and he couldn't exit an street without seeing an stupid cross on someone door was forcing there beliefs onto the poor guy.

He looked down, no wonder he looked so upset when Roman said he was an Saint he's basically been pressured by the town to be this heavenly wonder, he was about to correct Roman saying how forcing something onto someone wasn't right but he saw his little brother eyes shine as he held his cross around his neck. Due to all the negative things that happened in there life's it wasn't an surprise he would turn to God.

Virgil on the other hand refused to believe as if God existed nothing bad in the world would happen right? He only sighed walking into there house and flopping onto the couch. "I guess in an sense, he must be an Saint if he's taking all this pressure." He looked fondly at the living room door where he could hear Roman banging around in the kitchen.

"And amusing Roman at the same time."

Clawing, claiming down his throat digging these nails and seeping the blood down his neck, that feeling that feeling of absolute happiness he felt when.. he was around him. The smile that smile that was etched onto his face he craved for it again that sweetness that feeling  of bitterness disappearing into nothingness when he's around. He could tell he was breathing heavily some would of thought he was taking an panic attack and in an sense they could be right.

His head was in turmoil with these confusing feelings he's never felt these before, everyone to him was useless whiny useless and always begging for his help in some way or another.but not him he'd only met him but he has an good sense of character. He could tell he wasn't the type to ask others for favours,  for help. All alone.. the idea alone shouldn't of sent an shiver down His body in glee and his eyes widen as he stared at the mirror.

His hands are on his cheeks, nails digging so hard trickles of blood, he knew he had to explain to Roman about the cuts in his cheek but he frankly didn't care. He wore his black outfit for work hair it's usual mess but what enthralled Patton was that .. smile.

It wasn't the smile Virgil helped him make no no not by an long shot, it was wide and almost manic looking, he slowly dragged down his hand to touch what thrilling expression he had on his face all because of him.. that man that.. person could make him look like this, feel these expressions. He inwardly gasped falling back on his couch.

What else could his enigma make him do ?

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Y'all can guess where this is going. ..

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